Monday, November 8, 2010

missing you...


did i choose to keep quiet?is it really my choice?
for me it's not!
i was trying to do all the things that i thought will help to fix all the mess that you think I've done but then you keep on saying things,blaming everything to me...
if you believe that EVERYTHING is all my fault,then sorry...
i apologized but still it is not enough for you.
i tried to asked you what is the best way to fix this things,kahit magmukha akong tanga gagawin ko but then eto ka na nman saying your speech,kasi nasaktan ka,yung pride mo,napahiya ka.
i understand...if you believe i am not it's your choice that's the reason why i kept my distance because everything that i do or say walang makakapagpahinahon sau.your FREAKIN mad at me and i STILL respect the situation...
but let me ask you this?are you done?
are you happy? na nasira yung relationship natin because of that STUPID/ASSHOLE guy.you know what ang masakit sakin mas pinili mo sya over me,mas pinaniwalaan mo sya over me,mas pinahalagahan mo yung mararamdaman nya sau,yung maiisip nya sau kesa sa halos 10 taon nating relationship!kaso wala akong magagawa e,nasakatan ka at ako ang reason di ba?
nagsorry ako,nag-ask ako kung anung pde kong gawin di ba para masave yung relationship natin...anu pa ba kulang?ndi pa ba enough yun na effort ko para maging maayos tau?bakit ganun?mas pinahalagahan mo cia na eto ako willing akong magmukhang tanga at akuin lahat-lahat para lang di mapasama tingin mo sa kanya...
anu pa ba dapat kong gawin?
alam mo kung gaano ka kaimportante sa akin kay paricce...
you don't know how much i miss you,pero ndi ako makalapit sau e kasi parang pag lumapit ako mas masasaktan lang kita,mas maalala mo lang na nasaktan kita.
just want you to know na walang ibang tao na nakaintindi sakin kundi ikaw lang may mga kaibigan nga ako ngayun pero iba pa din kung ikaw talaga...
darating yung time na mapapatawad mo din ako,na kahit papanu pag nalala mo ndi na ganun kasakit at siguro pag dumating yung time na yun masasabi ko na magiging masaya ako kasi may chance na para matanggap mo ulit ako.
sobrang miss na kita PAM!
sobra!!!!!!!!!
kahit anung mangyari ndi mo na ako maging kaibigan para sa akin ikaw lang ang bestfriend ko!

No comments: