what else do you want?

you have the guy,your enjoying his money.so what else do you want?
are you not satisfied?why are you so bitter about this whole situation?
your the asshole bitch who enters in our life and all that i asked from you and to your fucking buddy paolo is not to deprive my financial support that my daughter's deserve.
how many times do i have to tell you,that i am not after the guy?
you can have him,he is all yours!
now,let the court decide for this case and let justice be served.


by the way,about the referral money that i have with paolo,you can have it.you can use the money for your dates or renting a good motel.just enjoy!!!

you belonged together,both are conscienceless human being.


stop making stupid comments against me and I'll stop.
i never said anything bad to you in my blog,im just clearing out some of the wrong information..and when it comes to my second article,im just stating my opinion to what you and your friends said.
so if you want to continue a blog war go...
just remember i have many subscribers than yours.

by the way,im not posting some of my friends comments here because i don't need them,i can handle this alone not asking help or pity from anyone.
and also i told them not to engaged in this because it's just between you and me.

the real meaning of "zorra"

A female who is the complete embodiment of being a slut, asshole, bitch, and whore. She doesn't give a fuck about anyone but herself, will use people to get her way without thinking about them, and basically leeches upon people both physically, emotionally, and mentally so she can get ahead and you lose!

stupid comments part 2.(a never ending saga)

"eh yung blog nia puro paninira ng tao...soooo bad!!! it's ok mommy v ur still prettier nd smarter dan her"

comment- it's the truth and nothing bwt the WHOLE truth...it's not fabricated.everything in my blog is true.
yah right,she is prettier than me but that doesn't mean that she is intelligent than me.if she is,i think she wouldn't be with the guy.
and to top it all,i think she looks like a girl with 10 kids because of her body.that's my point of view and i am entitled to that.hehe.



" uy bilis ha, nag comment kgad sa blog nya, hello?! kahit may kalandian blog mo, may utak nman"


comment- bravo!!!!bravo!!!!they admitted that veronica istino is a certified s---!!!
tnx..


at least i don't need to hide from anyone.i don't need to cancel my account in facebook,i don't need to change my profile so other people won't be able to search me and also i don't need to make my blogs limited to other people only.
transparency my dear!!!and this is what i want to say to you and to your friends stupid comments....

stupid comment for herself

"chempre dpat ginagamitan ng utak ang blog di puro kalandian lang at kaplastikan..." by veronica istino


hahaha!!!no wonder that her blogs was about her mga kalandian and kaplastikan..yah..ryt.the make libot-libot...hahaha!!!!


It is the blogger's choice to make a blog just to let her friends know her thoughts and state of being.
There is no rule what to write and when to write it.
As for me, I made this blog because i want to express myself and to let my friends know what is in my mind.
So I respect veronica if she puts her "mga kalandian and kaplastikan" in her blogs.
Just respect each blogger's right.
So whoever sent the comment message to me. Thanks for the concern but I think she was talking to herself not to me.
Okay!
Thanks.

yay is back!!!

pam guess what!eugene bryan romero is back in town,just for a vacation.
he will be back at sg in may 4.
he gave me his new number so we can meet again.
party!!!!party!!!!

the case...

yesterday i gave him a chance and even asked his current girlfriend if he will still provides financial support to my daughter.
i already had a feeling that he will not so during the time that i was waiting for the text i went to my lawyers office.
me and my lawyer talked about the possibilities of what will happen to the case.
psychologically i am ready and also financially because i already have a job unlike before that i was too hesitant to continue the case because of financial difficulties.
then i received a text to veronica istino telling me that she don't know if the guy will give his financial support to my daughter.i took the message as a No answer so i signed the papers and whola!!!i have a case against them.
they will regret this thing.
i am very excited with the case,the idea of having the guy arrested and putting him in jail.the idea of people will percepts that the guy is a criminal and the idea of that they are going to spend more in this case compare to the financial support that i am asking.
good thing i saved all the pictures,blogs of the girl and even text messages of the guy,now we will see who is actually telling the truth and who is pretending innocent and victim here.
actually this will serve as a lesson for them especially for the guy.
i believe that the guy will spend his birthday in jail and good luck to the case.

pix..pix..pix.more pix pa.

tomorrow...tomorrow...

big changes are coming.
when ii comes to work,friends and family.
i just hope everything will be okay and hope that tomorrow will start a new beginning to me.

broken promise..

i promised myself that i will stop replying to mochafrap's text.
on the 1st day,i was succesful.
on the 2nd day,he texted me but i replied after 2 hours.
on the 3rd day,i did not txt him BUT we chat for almost 2 hours.hahaha!!!at least i kept my promise not to txt him.:-P

friends

comments...comments...comments...

i told my best friend Pam to read the blog of a certain girl named veronica istino.she is the current girlfriend of my ex.actually i found the blog so revealing because she wrote some of the articles when me and my ex-bf were still together but since i already moved on,it doesn't matter to me anymore.
since i cannot say this to her face or to the guys face i want to comment on some of the articles that she wrote..

"If I find myself that I'm going to hurt someone or I'll be hurt, I'll stop also before it gets worse."oct.9 article
-so how come you hurt my daughter.you ruined the family that she wants.

"Special mention to Mr. Paolo Delos Santos (I hope I'm correct with the last name).. Salamat po sa Flowers and Chocolates today.. thanks for the courage and effort.." oct.15 article
- oct 22-24 my daughter was in the hospital.prior to that we went to the mall oct.18 to buy my daughter a gown that she will use for the u.n day.i have to borrow money from my brother just to buy medicines for my daughter but i gave the money to the guy because he told me that he does not have money anymore because he needs to pay their electricity and gas.so we ended up not buying the medicine and he used the money for his allowance.
this is a revelation to me because from that point he can tell me that we should end our relationship ,why does it took him so long to say that to me?i just don't understand because veron told me that the guy was afraid to tell me about their relationship because of the things that i am capable of doing.so why did the guy let me invest so much feelings for him?when he can actually end it right away because we just started going back together last august.

"Btw thanks for the earrings you bought for me.. I know you want to buy me sa Silver Works.. pero happy na ko sa pinili ko..'-jan.28 article
- I thought you're not after the money of the guy?how come you chose yellowcab?he doesn't even have the guts to treat his daughter in a restaurant and here you are eating in yellowcab.wow!!!gold digger?? or sugar mommy???hahahaha!!

"This past few weeks and days was really a big change for me and for everyone around me.. there was a change in the enviroment.. People got hurt, people became happy, people were surprise, people got bored, people got excited, people fell in love.. In just a short span of time a lot of things happened.. As for me.. I just became an observer to the world that revolved around me that time.. I do hope with all the changes that happened.. me and all the people involved will get use to it.. accept the changes.. love what's in store and if they get hurt, to not to complain but try to just learn from it.." Tatah!!-feb. 14 article

this is my bestfriends comment to this article...

hehe.. i think she's trying to insinuate something here..kaw yata pina paringgan khel...dnt reply..my ps mail is no longer accepting outside messages....mkaka send lng kmi pero di kmi nakaka rcv... haha gantihan mu kya..gawa ka ng account mu sa blogspot...ako meron na dati pa..nkalimutan ko lng password ko... sbhin mu sa blog mu kawawa ang mga taong pumulot sa tae ng iba and she's barking at a wrong blog wahehe.

hahaha..they made libot libot daw?? duh?! ateh, kung mag i-english ka mag straight english ka..otherwise mag tagalog kna lng sa blog mu wahaha.... at sa blogspot pa tlga xa gumawa ng account nya tas mag me-made libot libot xa jan! hehe.. =P

my comment,galing mag-english!call center agent e.

i don't want to be bitter about this whole situation because like i said i already moved on.although some of my comments sounds bitter but that's how i feel about the article.many lies has been said,many actions has been done,some pretends to be innocent and a victim but the important thing is we have to move on and let go of the past.i maybe mad at the guy because of the deception that he has done to me but i just hope that he will be honest to the girl and not to hurt her same as he hurt not only me but her daughter.
and also not to covet any money from her just like he did to me and to others.
this is the 4th break-up that we had and this is the last.
i am not after the guy anymore.
as i said before and for the millionth time what i'm after is the financial support that my daughter deserves.
and i just hope that he and veronica will not take this thing for granted because i am willing to fight for this even in court.legally,70% of the father's income should be given to his child but i'm getting just 25% of his income.if he wants to fight legally,i am ready.good luck to them....
i also want to share this message to them...
"if we want to let go of our anger,we must quit playing judge and jury and accept the limits and imperfections we in ourselves and others."

can't help it

last night he texted me.after 2 hours of thinking if i will reply to his message i made up my mind to answer him.
but it was already 12am.
to my surprised,he replied but i controlled myself not to answer him anymore.
i miss our every night conversation.i miss everything about him...
haist!!!!

if i were you

I look in the mirror, with you in my arms
And I see a reflection
Of a smile that says you believe in love
And just for a moment, I drifted away
But I couldn't stay cuz
A hint of love, a bit of fear
I'm tryin' to say

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here
Ooh yeah

I'm tryin' to protect you
From the lies that your heart tells
Even though it says that you love me
All I see is pain and misery
Seasons may change
But I can't forget the days of old
My heart ached when you walked away
I said I'd never love again

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz I think my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here

The days go by
And I feel that you could make me happy
Time goes on
And I feel that love is at my door
And though I tell myself that you're the one
Who said those words before
Thought it hurts too much
I can't trust in love
Again
Again

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
Cuz my heart has given up

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
I wouldn't come near this broken heart
Just turn around and leave here
And find someone who won't hurt you
Make sure that she still believes in love
My heart has given up
Can't be here

If I were you, I wouldn't be here
If I were you I would stay right where you are
Cuz my heart has given up
If I were you, I wouldn't be here
Ooh
I wouldn't, if I were you
I wouldn't be here
Oh oh oh




****this is my song to my mochafrap

etelecare

i am very happy with etelecare.
the compensation,the overflowing drinks,the people and most of all they help me develop my confidence and communication skills and still i am in the process of learning so much more.

why does it hurt so bad?

I'm in love again..
i know that it is too early to say but i know that i am...
after 3 months of breaking-up to the father of my daughter here i am again feeling the same thing that i felt before.
i want to suppressed it but as time goes by it grows more and i don't know how long can i hold this feeling.
he came to my life during my lowest point,he makes me happy and he was always there.
he is the reason why i forget all my misery,why inspite of my situation i keep on smiling.
but why does it hurt so bad?
why i have to make him believe that he is not important to me?
why i have to make him feel this way?
i have to focus first and stick to my old plan.
sorry,have to let you go so easy..but i know i already fallen in love with you.