the guy that i used to love was back here in the manila,after 8 years i'd been able to communicate with him again.he was the first and as of now the last person who made me cry.i never told him at that time my feelings for him and that was one of the biggest regret in my life.i was so hesitant,my pride dominates me and i was so afraid that things between us will change and although i knew that somehow he cares for me too i never said anything to him.
at his despedida,when we were about to leave i still remember that he hold my hand and i just looked at him and smiled.
on the very day that he left the country i was in quiapo church praying and crying.when i left i was thingking only him and i never realized that i was already in blumentritt and i walked from quipo from there.
after a week that he left,eventough i knew that it was already too late to admit my feelings to him i wrote him a letter and confessed everything to him.i haven't received any response to my letter but after a couple of months he called me and i was very surprised and happy just hearing his voice on the other line makes me weak.he doesn't said anything about my letter if he received it or not and the phonecall was the last communicatin that we had.
luckily,because of friendster i'd been able to search and locate him.he still looks gorgeous and handsome as always.when i add him,his status was in a relationship but recently he changed it to single.i message him and he replied.i gave him my number but until now he doesn't give me a ring or text.
i really want to see him again,just thingking of him right now makes me feel the kilig the feeling that i thought i wouldn't have again.hope he still remember the old days and hope that we can be good friends now.
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