anything worth doing is worth doing well

johnny rockets and banapple

2010-11-24T20:51:00.000-08:00

=)

2010-11-24T20:45:00.000-08:00

TOO PROUD OF YOUR PRIDE...I WON'T INSIST!

missing you...

2010-11-08T20:16:00.000-08:00

did i choose to keep quiet?is it really my choice?
for me it's not!
i was trying to do all the things that i thought will help to fix all the mess that you think I've done but then you keep on saying things,blaming everything to me...
if you believe that EVERYTHING is all my fault,then sorry...
i apologized but still it is not enough for you.
i tried to asked you what is the best way to fix this things,kahit magmukha akong tanga gagawin ko but then eto ka na nman saying your speech,kasi nasaktan ka,yung pride mo,napahiya ka.
i understand...if you believe i am not it's your choice that's the reason why i kept my distance because everything that i do or say walang makakapagpahinahon sau.your FREAKIN mad at me and i STILL respect the situation...
but let me ask you this?are you done?
are you happy? na nasira yung relationship natin because of that STUPID/ASSHOLE guy.you know what ang masakit sakin mas pinili mo sya over me,mas pinaniwalaan mo sya over me,mas pinahalagahan mo yung mararamdaman nya sau,yung maiisip nya sau kesa sa halos 10 taon nating relationship!kaso wala akong magagawa e,nasakatan ka at ako ang reason di ba?
nagsorry ako,nag-ask ako kung anung pde kong gawin di ba para masave yung relationship natin...anu pa ba kulang?ndi pa ba enough yun na effort ko para maging maayos tau?bakit ganun?mas pinahalagahan mo cia na eto ako willing akong magmukhang tanga at akuin lahat-lahat para lang di mapasama tingin mo sa kanya...
anu pa ba dapat kong gawin?
alam mo kung gaano ka kaimportante sa akin kay paricce...
you don't know how much i miss you,pero ndi ako makalapit sau e kasi parang pag lumapit ako mas masasaktan lang kita,mas maalala mo lang na nasaktan kita.
just want you to know na walang ibang tao na nakaintindi sakin kundi ikaw lang may mga kaibigan nga ako ngayun pero iba pa din kung ikaw talaga...
darating yung time na mapapatawad mo din ako,na kahit papanu pag nalala mo ndi na ganun kasakit at siguro pag dumating yung time na yun masasabi ko na magiging masaya ako kasi may chance na para matanggap mo ulit ako.
sobrang miss na kita PAM!
sobra!!!!!!!!!
kahit anung mangyari ndi mo na ako maging kaibigan para sa akin ikaw lang ang bestfriend ko!

how to love in a tech support way?

2010-10-12T00:05:00.000-07:00

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to
install Love. Can you guide me though the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, "Error - Program not run on external components." What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the "My Heart" directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

horny horoscope ^_*

2010-10-11T23:53:00.000-07:00

HORNY-SCOPES (ADULTS ONLY)
What the signs are like in BED!

AQUARIUS
Jan 21 - Feb 19
Ruling Planet: URANUS
The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns. Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them.
FAVE POSITION
Mutual masturbation.
BEST SEX TOY
A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this.
AQUARIUS MALE IN BED
He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as long as it takes for YOU to finish! He's up for anything too. Role playing, S&M, posing nude in the backyard at 5am he's just not into 3somes, swinging or open relationships if YOU are involved. He'll do that for fun, but not with the love of his life.
AQUARIUS FEMALE IN BED
She's looking for a lover who will be upfront with her, but until she finds him, she will make do with whoever is available. LOVE freaks her out. She likes keeping her emotions under tight control and may come across as cold, but she's just protecting herself.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON AQUARIUS
Lie down as if you are top and tailing and gently tickle and stroke the ankles and the calves. Don't tickle for giggles, but tease. After awhile, do the same with your tongue. Lick up, down and all around. Anywhere above the foot and below the knee is fair game. Lightly nip the ankle of your Aquarian, they may laugh, but it's not laughter from tickles, it's a release of tension that will most definitely lead to some action!
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PISCES
Feb 20 - March 20
Ruling Planet: NEPTUNE
The God in charge of delicious dreams, dangerous deceptions and sexual fantasies. Sexually speaking, Pisces is putty in your hands. Anything you want, anything, is only a question away. If you're looking for someone who will go the extra mile to discover all your secret moan zones, then Pisces is for you! When a typical Piscean makes out, it's an act of romance rather than pure pleasure. Pisces is the sign of love itself. They are so romantic and want satin sheets and candles, poetry and a full moon. Music also gets them in the mood. One of their least appetizing traits is their ability to become very, very jealous. Sometimes they are so scared of losing the fairy-tale romance that they ruin the happy ending themselves.
FAVE POSITION
Pisces is all about Oral affections!
BEST SEX TOY
A copy of the Kama Sutra, since your fish is into almost anything
PISCES MALE IN BED
He is romantic and has the reputation of being a womanizer. The girlfriend of a Piscean man should keep her eye on the ball as he can be a bit flighty. But he does make an excellent lover. He's from the old school that sex should be an almost out of body experience, and if he's showering his attentions on you, you're in for a hell of a good ride!
PISCES FEMALE IN BED
She needs romance. It's the very air that she breathes. She needs to be held gently and whispered sweet nothings to but when it comes to between the sheets action, she's never happy doing the same ol', same ol' when she knows there are more exciting options at hand.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON PISCES
The Pisces Zesty-zone is their feet! If you want to make Pisces your Love Slave, start with a warm, scented footbath and soak their feet for 10 minutes. Then sit in front of them, cross-legged, and rub their feet firmly through the water. Use kneading motions that run from their ankles to the tips of their toes. After 5 minutes, get a scrub brush and clean their tootsies with lots of TLC, dry them off and lightly massage peppermint oil all over their feet, paying close attention to between their toes. Pisces REALLY gets off on this! Once oiled up, gently kiss each toe, one by one. Then let your tongue take over and you're in baby!!!
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ARIES
March 21-April 20
Ruling Planet: MARS
The bonk now/think later God of War, aggression and action! Sexually, Aries is an explosion waiting to happen! The excitement is often in the chase more than the actual conquest though and while they may appear to want to dominate, they do not want a submissive partner. Routine brings boredom to sex for Aries, so if you're only comfortable with the missionary position, go for another sign, but if you like forceful personalities and enjoy pretending you're a human Twistie, then you've found paradise with an Aries.
FAVE POSITION
Always on top and always in charge
BEST SEX TOY
Handcuffs! Like I said, Aries likes to take charge!
ARIES MALE IN BED
The Aries male is loud, domineering and 100% stud! He's from the bump n grind school of lovemaking so if you're looking for romantic dinners by candlelight and long walks on the beach, keep looking! He's the original 5-minute man so if you're turned on by ultra-macho grunt-and-groaning types, you've just found your ticket to heaven! He's not prone to cheat unless you bore him in bed and
he likes sex fast and furious baby!
ARIES FEMALE IN BED
She views sex as more of a physical act than something from a soppy romance novel. If you're a bored exec and want to find out what it's like to be treated like a piece of meat, then go for a one night stand with an Aries chick. She'll be gone before you wake up and may not remember your namethe next time you meet. She's got a touch of KINK to her personality so don't get freaked out when she talks dirty or puts you over her knee for a spanking. She's all woman, but are you man enough to handle her?
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON ARIES
If you want to seduce an Aries, running your fingers through their hair is an awesome starting point! And licking and nibbling around their face or neck will get them going too! Just be careful to keep your saliva at bay. Drool is not cool!
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TAURUS
April 21 - May 21
Ruling Planet: VENUS
The Goddess in charge of love, beauty and sex Taureans are ahead of the game when it comes to love coz they are ruled by VENUS, the planet of Love! Taurus has all the qualities a lover desires, including sensuality, loyalty and faithfulness.When a typical Taurus makes love, it's the most physical and natural pleasure in the world. They believe the romantic approach to sex almost always pays off so they will happily cook dinner, buy flowers, and light candles for someone they wanna bang. They don't like to rush things and take everything, including sex, slowly.
FAVE POSITION
The one Taurus enjoys most is the Missionary. Some may say this is so unadventurous, but Taurus is very practical and this is the most comfortable.
BEST SEX TOY
A battery powered "erotic massager"
TAURUS MALE IN BED
The Taurean man needs a woman who will want to stay home to eat and make love. He can be stubborn and is known to sulk like a little boy, but he LOVES making up!! (Rrrrow!) He likes to take things slow and gently and can last for hours, always waiting for HER to finish before rolling over to sleep.
TAURUS FEMALE IN BED
She is great at back massages and sex in general. She makes an art of lovemaking. Just kissing her can bring some men to the big "O". Her touch is gentle and tender, it excites and caresses and when in the mood, she too can go for hours at a time, days on end.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON TAURUS
There's nothing Taurus enjoys more than having their neck kissed and their earlobes nibbled. Light, feathery caresses up and down the neck followed by gentle licks, no biting, will make a female writhe with delight and a male stand at attention within seconds.
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GEMINI
May 22 - June 21
Ruling Planet: MERCURY
The swiftest God in the skies, who also happens to be in charge of ultr-extreme raunchy talk Talking about sex is Gemini's favourite hobby and doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love flirting and lap up attention from the opposite sex, but sometimes that's all they're looking for. They need a lot of variety when it comes to sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop doorway,serious groping under the table at a fancy restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are bisexual too and can often be drawn to those of the same sex.
FAVE POSITION
As long as it's different every time, they're not fussy, but if they must choose, it's that naughty number right after 68, since they can come up for air if they need to.
BEST SEX TOY
Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so Gemini can pick up some wild, new ideas
GEMINI MALE IN BED
He likes to give AND receive and can be quite inventive. He's a lights on, in front of the mirror kinda guy and if you make a few subtle noises and talk a wee bit dirty, he'll be very happy.
GEMINI FEMALE IN BED
She is more interested in IQ than private parts. If she can't respect the intellect, then satisfaction is not possible for her. She may sleep around forever and never find her true love and she is not the most faithful of the signs. She likes sex on the run, in an airplane toilet, in the storeroom at work, in the backseat of a car.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON GEMINI
Focus on the shoulders, arms and legs of a Gemini and you're headed for the good books. They love a good massage and their hands are so sensitive that even having their fingernails played with sends shivers up their spine! Kiss up and down each of your Gemini's arms, sneak in a few licks, nips and nibbles. If you get one or two yelps,then you know you're doing something right. then, move onto the fingers, slowly kiss, lick, nip and nibble each fingertip, then pull out the killer move - suck on each finger, slowly, as if it's a lollipop. I'll almost offer a money back guarantee on this one
working!
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CANCER
June 22 - July 23
Ruling Planet: THE MOON
Which isn't a planet at all but the satellite responsible for this water sign's many mood swings! Love and sex go together for Cancer. They need to feel secure in love before they can relax in sex and Cancer often feels a little bit guilty after doing the deed because they usually associate sex with babies, especially the women, who either get pregnant at the drop of a hat or take longer than usual. All Cancers WANT to be parents! Cancers become sexually excited when they feel secure. They are turned on by home cooked meals and partners who love kids. In so many ways, Cancer is the dream partner!
FAVE POSITION
Any position that's comfortable and involves Cancer lying flat on their back with all their sensitive areas exposed!
BEST SEX TOY
A drink or joint that will relax the overly-cautious crab!
CANCER MALE IN BED
He is a sensitive lover and will put his partner's needs before his own. He has a tenderness about him that drives women wild! If the Cancer guy decides he's in it for the long haul, he'll do whatever it takes to keep his lover happy in and out of the bedroom. Oh, and he's a BREAST man!!
CANCER FEMALE IN BED
She oozes sexiness and is born to mate!! Compliments and kissing will win her over, so as you're nibbling on her ear, whisper "you're so beautiful" to get her quivering. Perhaps the Vincent (Big Brother) growl would work on a Cancer woman?
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON CANCER
Concentrate on the breasts and pecs of Cancer to really get them going. Start by kissing and brushing up against them. Licking the Cancer female's nipple through her top will excite her, but don't 'dive right in' coz you're likely to scare her. It's the complete opposite for the Cancer male who will LOVE it if you get straight to the point. Squeeze his pecs and bite his bod and you'll have him bouncing off the walls in no time!
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LEO
July 24 - August 23
Ruling Planet: THE SUN
Which isn't a planet at all, but a star, and just like Leo's opinion of themselves, it's the centre of our solar system! Leos can be very 'into themselves' when they bonk. It's not that they don't make their partner feel special, it's just that they often forget about them as they secretly high-five themselves for scoring again! Leo does actually want more from a partner than just sex though. Leo wants love and friendship too. They can be very romantic, but when they get into bed, it's not an experience they're about to have, it's a show! They like to perform... and they take requests! "Doing it" is the ultimate stress buster for Leo and they are pretty damn good at it, but they need constant praise for their outstanding performance.
FAVE POSITION
Receiving 'oral affections', since Leo is all about getting serviced!
BEST SEX TOY
A camera, or a game of Strip Poker will get the cat purring or perhaps you can use them both together!
LEO MALE IN BED
You are the King of the Jungle and expect to be treated that way! You are a good lover because you don't like to fail at anything. You are sexy and have an aura of sexiness that is difficult to deny. But, you will let anyone adore you, so your partner has to make the effort or you will pad off to your next Lioness!!
LEO FEMALE IN BED
You are elegant and sexy without even trying. Men love you and women want to be you. You like to play cat and mouse with men and command respect. In bed, you are a real panther and can scare the pants off most men. You adore raw sex, so your partner should go with you and enjoy it. You're a once in a lifetime experience!
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON LEO
A Leo's 'moan zone' is his or her back. First of all, ask your Leo to roll onto his/her tummy. Start with a gentle scratch that runs from the top of the ass to the base of the skull. I'm not talking about tender tickles or a tantalizing tease - I mean a REAL back scratch, coz if there's one thing cats love, it's a scratch! After a minute or so, get out the massage oil and spill it into a snakey pattern on Leo's back. Then rub all over. Keep doing this until you know Leo is ready to roll over. If they start falling asleep, give them a gentle prod in a delicate place! Once Leo is ready to roll over, don't let them! Leo will be excited by your control. YOU decide when it's time to 'flip your feline' over and get into the good stuff!
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VIRGO
August 24 - September 23
Ruling Planet: Mercury
The God in charge of intellect and speed Ebut don't worry because Virgo likes to take their time in the sack!! Virgos have two sides to their personality. The Virgin and the Vixen. They may want you to THINK they are all sweet and virginal, but they are definitely NOT! However, Virgos are looking for a long term partner, not a one night stand or an affair! They tend to seduce with finesse, charm and sublety so you may not even realize you're being lured by a Virgo!! Once Virgo has been in a relationship for awhile, they get engrossed in housework and things like that, which can cause a serious dip in libido. Do NOT let this happen! They are definitely more of a "can we cuddle instead" sign that a 'let's get it on!' one when committed.
FAVE POSITION
Almost anything, as long as it involves eye contact!
BEST SEX TOY
It's more of a game. Write down five wild sex acts and put them in a bowl. Get Virgo to pick one out at random, and then do what you're told!! Virgo LOVES spontaneous sexuality!
VIRGO MALE IN BED
You can be quite boring at times because you have set views on how a woman should be. You don't mean to criticize or offend, but your perfectionist ways may drive your lover loopy! You DO have some kinky ideas though, but it is difficult to get to the bottom of your passion! You are a creature of habit, so if your lover can get u into the habit of sleeping with her, who knows what might happen?
VIRGO FEMALE IN BED
You are hardworking and careful about your appearance, but you really do fantasize about getting down and dirty! You are a secret romantic and crave the perfect lover. Since the perfect lover doesn't exist, you'll take what you can get! You are quite insecure and need a partner who will adore you. You have strong passion beneath that practical exterior and are just waiting for someone to unearth it!
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON VIRGO
Virgo's have a VERY sexually sensitive tummy!! If you wanna make them putty in your hands, stroke, lick and kiss their stomach!! The area from the bellybutton DOWN! Once you have them squirming, you can have anything you want!! Just remember to keep one hand on their tummy at all times!
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LIBRA
September 24 - October 23
Ruling Planet: Venus -
The planet in charge of beauty, love peace, and stirring sensuality Libra is one of the sexiest signs in the zodiac, but if Libra can't get what they want from one lover, they will opt for two! They are notorious for having double standards in that situation too. They'll look you in the eye and say "never cheat on me, coz I would never do it to you", even when they have a hot night of passion planned with someone else! Librans are more turned on 'giving' than 'receiving'. They have a big heart and are the least selfish sign of the Zodiac. Libras are not very open about their thoughts or fantasies. They'd rather say nothing than tell the truth and offend or embarrass you. In bed, it takes a while for them to be comfortable enough to tell you exactly what they want.
FAVE POSITION
As long as they are lying down, they're happy!
BEST SEX TOY
K.Y. Jelly. I will say no more!
LIBRA MALE IN BED
The Libra man sees sex as an exciting adventure and he'd be very keen to do it in kinky places like a restaurant toilet! He likes being a bad boy if there's a chance he might get caught. He'll try out any fantasy you have, but whether or not you can keep a tight hold on his heart remains to be seen. However, he can be a bit of a pushover, and is perfect husband material, and he'd prefer his lover to take the lead. He is romantic and considerate but may suffer from Premature Ejaculation!
LIBRA FEMALE IN BED
The only thing that separates Libra men and women is what's between their legs! Libra girl wants a strong man who understands that she needs her individuality and freedom. She is turned off by burping, farting, and bad breath. Good personal hygiene is crucial if you want to get to 2nd base. Librans are very good at lying to get their own way. When your Libra girl groans in bed, look into her eyes to make sure she's not 'faking it'.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON LIBRA
Libra's Love Zone is their lower back and butt, so please, squeeze and pat your Libra's butt whenever you get a chance. When you're kissing, reach under his or her top and stroke the lower part of their back, starting in the middle and working your way down to their butt. Take your time and be gentle! To really drive your Libra wild? Have you ever heard of the term 'Rimming'??? Does it surprise you that a high percentage of Libras are gay?
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SCORPIO
October 24 - November 22
Ruling Planet: PLUTO
The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. Which basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship. Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.
FAVE POSITION:
Anything, as long as it involves dominating your ass.
BEST SEX TOY:
Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boys
SCORPIO MALE IN BED
His sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumour that the Scorpio man is the most skilled in bed. It's as true as a black man has a giant wang!!! Most are pretty good!! The only thing you don't wanna do is piss him off. Every little thing u do that he doesn't like, he will file away in his little mental rolodex. Piss him off one too many times, and he will wreak his revenge!!!
SCORPIO FEMALE IN BED
She may look like a quiet, shy girl, but in bed she is NOT! She is a wildly passionate woman, who is DYNAMO is the bedroom.Just don't piss her off either, coz she can more vengeful than a Scorpio man, and she has no problem causing a scene! Don't talk about other women, or play hard to get, because she will get u back, and it's a game of one-upmanship you will never win.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON SCORPIO
Since this is one of the horniest signs, it makes sense that their moan zone is between their legs! Then again, their big head (or their mind) is just as easy to turn on. Talking dirty and teasing your Scorpio will get them ready and randy in a flash!! Without getting too graphic, the magic words for today are RUB, RUB, RUB..
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SAGITTARIUS
November 23 - December 22
Ruling Planet: JUPITER
God of money, luck and good times between the sheets. Sagos are playful, laid back and oh-so fun to party with. They are wild, and may be the BADDEST party people you ever meet! One thing to be wary of is that Sagos like to talk BULLSHIT! Don't believe everything they tell you because they are kings at 'talking it up'. Sagos probably make better friends than lovers, but if you happen to score a one-nighter with them, be prepared to do stuff you've NEVER done before! Sagos are spontaneous and adventurous and most have probably been caught doing it somewhere public. When they find the right lover, they will give it 100% as long as the commitment is returned.
FAVE POSITION:They are up for anything. Quality AND Quantity.
BEST SEX TOY:
Handwrite a sexual fantasy of yours and leave it on their pillow. You'll be surprised at what happens next!
SAGITTARIAN MALE IN BED
Even if he's fat, balding and middle aged, he can still pull the chicks. It's his love and pursuit of happiness that draws the babes to him. Think "Austin Powers" baby, yeah! He is a wee bit selfish though, so be prepared for an "all about me" attitude in the sack. He LOVES doing it, and if you start holding out on him, he's likely to get it somewhere else. He will either amaze his partner with his sexual expertise or be absolute trash in bed!
SAGITTARIAN FEMALE IN BED
The Sago woman is a handful! She changes her mind more often, is blunt, oversensitive and takes offense at the strangest things. She's adventurous in the bedroom and also has no problems cheating if her needs are not fulfilled. But can u handle her open-minded sexuality?She will hide her emotions from you, but don't make the mistake of hiding yours from her. She's looking for someone she can trust 100%, but is quite hypocritical since she can be very untrustworthy herself.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON SAGITTARIUS
Hips and thighs are extremely sensual for a Sago, so concentrate on massaging and stroking that area and the place in between! Don't be afraid to ask your Sago if you're doing it right coz they would LOVE to tell you! The best way to get them going is to grope their inner thigh in a public place!
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CAPRICORN
December 23 - January 20
Ruling Planet: SATURN -
The God who oversees time, discipline and dedication, which means Capricorn can go the distance - with major staying power - in bed and beyond!! Capricorns are very good at hiding their emotions, so it's often hard to tell when they are truly, deeply in love. If you have a load of cash, you can almost bet on admiration from a Capricorn because the goat is turned on by money. Like I said before, Capricorn has great sexual stamina and the ability to go all night if they want to!
FAVE POSITION:
Spooning! Goat boys and girls love to take, or be taken from behind.
BEST SEX TOY:
An office desk to "bond" on, or an erotic video will loosen up the randy goat.
CAPRICORN MALE IN BED
Imagination isn't a strong suit for Capricorn so don't expect acrobatics in the sack. Sex with him could possibly be as boring as watching paint dry and he tends to be a little bit selfish in that area too. BUT you can definitely count on him to be faithful if he has committed to you.
CAPRICORN FEMALE IN BED
She is strong and confident and likes to run the show! She's a tough nut to crack but once inside her shell, she's as sweet as caramel. Her fave position may be missionary, but she seeks excitement in new locations, so experiment with different venues to keep it interesting.
THE BEST WAY TO TURN ON CAPRICORN
Capricorns are the most anal signs of the zodiac, so buttering them up will take a bit of effort. Believe it or not, their erotic area is the knees! Lightly stroke their legs, paying close attention to the knee region. Licking, kissing, and nibbling the area will get them squirming.

love...(marriage)

2010-10-10T21:54:00.000-07:00

This is a very good article. Those who are still single may learn something from here... Those who are already married or in a commitment may take it as a guideline to improve your marriage & relationship ...

DID I MARRY THE RIGHT PERSON?

During one of our seminars, a woman asked a common question. She said, "How do I know if I married the right person?" I noticed that there was a large man sitting next to her so I said, "It depends. Is that your husband?" In all seriousness, she answered "How do you know?"

Let me answer this question because the chances are good that it's weighing on your mind.

Here's the answer. EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse/partner. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies (unconventional behavior/habit) .

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called "falling" in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet." Think about the imagery of that __expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU.

Falling in love is easy. It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages or relationship breakdown. People blame their spouse/partner for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage/relationsh ip for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could.

And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE/RELATIONSH IP IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT'S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the __expression "the labor of love." Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage/relationsh ip work. Sure true love can only happen after you've fallen out of love. When you begin choosing to love, even if you don't feel like doing it ---- that's true love. And that's the foundation of a lasting and strong marriage.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable. .. you can "make"love.

Love is indeed a "decision".. . Not just a feeling. You'll not just go away with your relationship just because the feeling is gone. In the Bible, love is a command. You make it happen.

Remember this always:

"God determines who walks into your life. It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go." FW: Ruth Beltran

"Marriage is more than saying I Do. Marriage, like a precious plant, needs constant tending for it to grow, flourish, and bear fruti to last a lifetime, and beyond."-David and Evelyn Feliciano

apologizing...

2010-10-10T21:43:00.001-07:00

sometimes it is hard to understand things...
time will heal all wounds...
i will have the time to defend myself but for now it doesn't mean that my silence means that i accept all the false accusations that you thrown to me.
it's just that i still have respect and love left for you that I'm afraid that insults may passed and it might ruin everything that we have.
i still value the friendship and your still my best friend...

Happy Birthday Pammie!!!

2010-09-02T08:10:00.000-07:00

All of your friends are now wishing nothing but the best for you and likewise i will also do the same thing.^_^

Pero bubukuhin muna kita(vengeance at pinost mo yung pix ko).*evil laugh*

Di siya ganun kalakas kumain at pag gising sa umaga kailangan nya talaga ng kape,hindi pa magfufunction yung utak nya pag walang kape.

Para sakin walking dictionary sya lahat ng itanong ko sa kanya may answer talaga sya,at nung time na may kaaway ako sa blog sya yung taga-edit ng blog ko.^_*

May crush sya before na ngayun di sila magkasundo,para silang aso't-pusa na baka balang araw sila pa magkatuluyan.hahaha.(di ako nag name names)

Hindi siya yung tipo ng tao na magsasabi ng masama sa isang tao pero once na nasaktan mo sya isa lang ang sasabihin nya may karma din sya.

Minsan ko lang syang nakitang nagalit sa Enchanted kingdom yun.hahaha

At isang beses ko pa lang din syang nakitang umiyak at secret na yun.

ang konti ng pambubuko ko to be honest wala ka kasing masasabing pintas o mali sa tao na to e.all the goodness that the person have nasa kanya na.(wow!libre mo ko jan.hehehe)

I really admire her intelligence and kindness,like i said she never said or wished something bad sa mga taong nakasakit sa kanya.

Hindi siya yung tipo ng tao na who make up stories para lang iangat yung sarili nya or para lang malaman ng tao na ok sya.

she is really a true person,what you see is what you get.

walang arte,di mapili.

and ang pinakamagandang ugali nya,she always share.

Dahl sa kanya may mga kaibigan ako na talagang tinitreasure ko din ng todo at masasabi ko ding kaibigan ko talaga.

ANGELINE AND SUNSHINE,KRISTAL AND MARICAR,LEEGER AND NGAUN DON AND DARYLL.
We wish nothing but always the best because you deserve it.More patience pa.hehehe(alam mo na kung para saan yung patience)and sana pag dumating na yung special someone mo we all wish that he takes good care of you and sana kung sino man sya na dadating,sya na nga talaga yung makakasama mo forever and ever amen.^_*

You know how much you mean to me,i am nothing with you Pam.I love you and you are not only my Bestfriend,my sister but you are MY FAMILY,lahat ng plano ko sa buhay Pam hindi pde na hindi ka kasama.

Always remember that the last thing that i wannna do is to hurt you and andito ako para sau para iprotect ka and of course para suportahan ka sa mga gagawin mo sa buhay.Dito kami nila angeline and sunshine para sau and siguro sa tagal nyo ng magkakaibigan nila angeline at sa atin na dalawa din masasabi ko na wala na talagang makakasira ng friendship natin.

I love you and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

9th Philippine Toys,Hobbies and Collectibles Convention 2010

2010-06-21T07:08:00.000-07:00

Me and my friend Glaiza went to the Toycon Event at Megatrade hall last Sunday.i really enjoyed it and i saw lot's of cos players and i envy them for their confidence and courage to dress-up like their anime idols.good job!

41st BOX OFFICE ENTERTAINMENT AWARDS

2010-06-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

Here are the list of the winners.Mostly Kapamilya's are the winners of the said event.Congratulations!

* Box Office King & Queen – John Lloyd Cruz and Sarah Geronimo (You Changed My Life)

* Film Actors of the Year – John Lloyd Cruz and Luis Manzano

* Film Actress of the Year – Ms. Vilma Santos

* Prince of Philippine Movies & TV – Gerald Anderson

* Princess of Philippine Movies & TV – Kim Chiu

* Promising Male Box-Office Star for Movies & TV – Coco Martin

* Promising Female Box-Office Star for Movies & TV – Angelica Panganiban

* Love Team of the Year – Dingdong Dantes & Marian Rivera

* Promising Love Team of the Year – Enchong Dee & Erich Gonzales

* Male Concert Performer of the Year – Martin Nievera

* Female Concert Performer of the Year – Pops Fernandez

* Male Recording Artist of the Year – Gary Valenciano

* Female Recording Artist of the Year – Nina

* Group Recording Artist/Performer of the Year – Bamboo

* Promising Male Recording/Performer of the Year – Jericho Rosales

* Promising Female Recording/Performer of the Year – Frencheska Farr

* Promising Group Recording/Artist of the Year – Pop Girls

* Novelty Singer of the Year – Willie Revillame

* Dance Group of the Year – ASAP Supahdance

* Film Producer of the Year – Star Cinema

* Scriptwriters of the Year – Raymond Lee/Senedy Que/Olive Lamasan

* Film Director of the Year – Cathy Garcia Molina

* TV Program of the Year – May Bukas Pa

* TV Directors of the Year – Jojo Saguin/Jerome Pobocan

* Bert Marcelo Award – Pokwang

* Comedy Box Office King – Vic Sotto

* Comedy Box Office Queen – Ai-Ai delas Alas

* Global Achievement by a Filipino Artist – Brillante Mendoza

* Global Achievement by a Filipino Artist – Gina Pareño

* Record Breaking Concert of the Year – Eraserheads: The Reunion Concert

challenge yourself

2010-06-07T16:39:00.000-07:00

Some people despise and fear competition, and some managers can misuse it. But, if viewed correctly, a healthy dose of competition can keep you on your toes, make you ratchet up your game, and inspire growth. In other words, competition can challenge you to “be all that you can be.” And competition as part of a team can help you learn to work with others to succeed.

The trick is to compete with yourself to do better.

Seeing someone else succeeding at a higher level or producing work of greater quality doesn’t have to lead to envy or jealousy. It can inspire you to grow, to explore, to learn more, to try harder. This is positive competition in action.

Instead of feeling bad because someone may be doing better than us, we can up our game because we feel inspired and motivated. Sometimes we’re inspired and motivated out of fear—fear we may lose our job or the account. And sometimes we’re inspired and motivated because we admire quality and the rewards of success and want to produce quality results as well.

Seven-time Tour de France winner Lance Armstrong used this type of challenge-yourself-competition to good effect. When it came down to it, he knew he couldn’t control his competition in a race; he could only control how he performed. So he used his competition to motivate himself. He studied what they were doing, and when he saw they were doing well, he used that “fear” to put his own training in overdrive—and was amply rewarded for his hard work. At his retirement party, he thanked his competition for motivating him.

It’s the “run your best race” philosophy. And in order to run your best race, you need to be in top form. You need to continually challenge yourself to improve and not get complacent.

Try to learn from someone achieving more than you. Maybe they could mentor you. In that way, competition melds into collaboration, and then you and your company will see the benefits.

Things to remember

· Learn from your competition’s achievements as well as their mistakes. Don’t see him or her as the enemy. Remember, there may be a time when even the fiercest of rivals need to ally to face a bigger battle.

· Differentiate between outside competition (other companies that you compete with) and inside competition (the workplace). Keep internal competition healthy by using another person’s success to motivate you. Don’t follow a “destroy” your competition philosophy because then you’re “destroying” a co-worker, and it takes many people to make a company successful.

· Look for mentors to challenge you to better your performance, and be a mentor to others.

· Focus on the big picture and view getting results as being good for your department and company, as opposed to being good only for yourself.

· Keep an up-to-date record of your achievements and be able to communicate your overall value.

the blame/the answer

2010-06-02T23:29:00.000-07:00

the blame

If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his company
It's because you're not brave enough to walk beside me.

If you hear me talking about him all the time
It's not because he pleases me
It's because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat.

If you feel me falling with someone new
It's not because I love him
But because you're not there to catch me if I fall.

If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I,too, don't know where the road is going.
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with.
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with.

The Answer

When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me.

When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to loose our friendship.

When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch.

If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going.
Are we just going to turn around
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?

Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side.
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with.
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.

text.text.text

2010-05-31T22:12:00.000-07:00

before going to school:
Kelly: asan ka na? late na 2:50 na ha.bilisan mo kasi yung birthcertificate di makakapag-enroll yung bata.
3:25 TIME
Kelly: Hey irre(as in irresponsible)Paolo asan ka na?
after 5 minutes.
Paolo: kakaout ko lang e long call kasi,pde bang to follow na lang yung birth certificate?
( kung di ba nman tanga malalate pala cia sana nagtext ng maaga na mag-oovertime cia para di na kami lumakad)
Kelly: ok cge ask ko kung pde.( try to compose herself)

After an hour pagkaenroll.
Kelly: uy pautang nga ng 500 balik ko rin mamaya para makabili na ko ng uniform,di ako nakapag withdraw e haba ng pila kanina.
Paolo: next week mo na ienroll
Kelly: naienroll ko na,pambayad lang ng uniform
Paolo: wala akong pera
Kelly: 500 lang wala kang pera?babayaran ko nman mamaya pagkawithdraw
Paolo: wala pa kong sweldo
( sus sweldo nila 13 and 28 wala lang siguro talagang pera nahuthut na ng nanay at babae nya.^_^)

haist,he never change,isa pa ring dakilang parasite.

20 questions

2010-05-31T22:07:00.000-07:00

Twenty Questions ni Juan Ekis

gusto mo ba ng mga storya ng pag-ibig? yung kakaiba ang tirada sa tema? eto basahin mo.

matutuwa ka Ü

This play won in the palanca awards, dulaang isang yugto category (daw). Twenty Questions Ni Juan Ekis

MGA TAUHAN

Jigs: Fresh grad. Kabarkada ni Yumi. Magtatrabaho bilang researcher sa isang financial firm

Yumi: Commercial Model. Kabarkada ni Jigs. 2 years ahead kay Jigs.

TAGPO

Gabi. Sa isang kwarto ng isang beach resort. Naglalatag ng kumot si Jigs sa sahig habang inaayos ni Yumi ang kanyang higaan.

YUMI: Sige na, Jigs. Huwag ka nang magpaka-gentle man. Naaawa ako sa¹yo e. Tabi na tayo sa kama.

JIGS: Hindi, okay lang ako dito.

YUMI: Huwag ka nang maarte. As if naman re-rapin kita no. Malaki naman itong kama e. Hatiin na lang natin sa gitna.

JIGS: Sure ka?

YUMI: Hindi mo naman siguro ako mamanyakin no?

JIGS: (Matatawa) Okay ka lang?

YUMI: Kung gusto mo, gamitin na lang natin iyang kumot na divider.

JIGS: Good idea.

Isasampay nila ang kumot mula sa kisame para mahati ang kama sa gitna. Magsesettle down ang dalawa. Ilalabas ni Jigs ang libro niya: ³Puppy Love and other Stories² ni F. Sionil Jose. Si Yumi naman ay magpapatugtog ng Japanese Zen Music habang nagsa-zazen.

YUMI: Do you mind?

JIGS: No, go ahead. I¹m just reading.

Magsa-zazen si Yumi. Magbabasa si Jigs. Pareho silang di maka-concentrate. Papatayin ni Yumi ang CD player niya.

YUMI: I can¹t believe our friends.

JIGS: Oo nga e.

YUMI: Dapat ginagawa nila eto sa mga bagong pasok sa barkada o kaya sa bagong...ay oo nga pala. Bagong graduate ka. Congrats.

JIGS: Thanks.

YUMI: So what¹re your plans?

JIGS: Kinukuha akong researcher sa ADB. Kinukuha rin ako ng BPI sa OTP nila.

YUMI: Wow naman. In demand.

JIGS: Di naman masyado. Who the hell invented this tradition anyway?

YUMI: (Matatawa) You won¹t believe it.

JIGS: Ikaw?

YUMI: Malay ko ba na mabibiktima rin ako nito balang-araw.

JIGS: So why did you start it?

YUMI: Wala ka pa sa tropa nun e. Freshman ka pa lang siguro noon. Wala lang. Napagtripan lang namin si Ronald. E may crush siya kay Meg. Noong unang beses magpunta rito ng barkada, sabi ko, magsimula kami ng tradition. Ilo-lottery namin ang pangalan ng mga lalaki at ng mga babae. Kung sino ang mabubunot, silang dalawa ang pagsasamahin sa isang kwarto sa loob ng tatlong araw. And then, we¹ll all see what happens. Pero dinaya namin noon yung kay Ronald at Meg. Puro Ronald at Meg ang mga pangalan na nakalagay sa lottery.

JIGS: (Tatawa) Ang sama ninyo!

YUMI: Kaya nga nakarma na ako e.

JIGS: So is our case, dinaya? O talagang lottery?

YUMI: (Teasing) Ano sa dalawa ang gusto mo?

JIGS: Feeling ko may nagtrip sa¹kin sa barkada e.

YUMI: Excuse me po, dalawa tayong biktima dito. I don¹t see any reason kung bakit tayong dalawa ang sasadyaing biktima this year, unless may crush ka sa¹kin na di ko alam at alam nila (tatawa).

JIGS: Baka ikaw (tatawa).

YUMI: The success rate of this tradition is 100% so far.

JIGS: I was here na the 2nd time. Si Chris at si Cia ang biktima.

YUMI: And last year were Rod and Kay. They¹re getting married kailan? Sa June yata.

JIGS: What do you expect? Ikukulong mo ang isang lalaki at isang babae sa isang kwarto for three days, imposibleng walang mangyari doon!

YUMI: That was exactly my point. (Ngingiti)

JIGS: E kung may madisgrasya?

YUMI: Ano¹ng disgrasya?

JIGS: Alam mo na yun!

Hahawiin ni Yumi ang divider nilang kumot.

YUMI: Ano? Sex? Pa¹no kung magsex sila? Nakakatawa ka naman. Di mo masabi.

JIGS: Ang alin?

YUMI: Ang sex!

JIGS: Hah!

YUMI: Sige nga sabihin mo nga?

JIGS: Para kang tanga. Tumigil ka nga.

YUMI: Shet, Jigs. Graduate ka na totoy ka pa rin!

JIGS: Excuse me?

YUMI: Sabihin mo nga: ³Sex! Sex! Sex! Sex!²

JIGS: Para kang bata, Yumi ha.

YUMI: You used to call me ate Yumi when you were in third year.

JIGS: Well, graduate na po ako, ate Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Hmmm. I wonder if we¹re gonna last three days.

YUMI: (Teasing) Bakit? Ayaw mo sa¹kin?

Di sasagot si Jigs.

YUMI: We¹re gonna survive this one.

JIGS: What makes you so sure?

YUMI: No offense, Jigs. I honestly find you very attractive pero I¹ve no time for this. Alam mo naman siguro na kaka'

JIGS: Same here.

YUMI: Same here what? Na you find me attractive o you don¹t have time for this? (Matatawa)

Di sasagot si Jigs. Tahimik. Io-on ulit ni Yumi ang CD player at ipagpapatuloy ang zazen. Itatabi ni Jigs ang libro. Nawalan na siya ng ganang magbasa. Pupunta siya sa ref. Bubuksan niya ito.

JIGS: Hah! (Sarcastic) Perfect! Red Wine! How very conducive.

YUMI: May chips ba diyan?

JIGS: Sa awa ng Diyos, may tsibog naman.

Papatayin ni Yumi ang CD player. Tatayo siya at kukuha ng chips sa ibabaw ng ref.

YUMI: Since we¹re gonna be stuck naman with each other for three days, might as well make the best out of it di ba? I-enjoy na lang natin.

JIGS: What do you mean?

YUMI: Get the wine, let¹s have a drink! 50 hours to go na lang and we¹re gonna be the first failure of this tradition.

JIGS: Oo nga. (Kukunin ang wine. Maglalagay sa dalawang baso.) When they chose Cia and Chris, naiintindihan ko pa e. Lalo na sina Rod and Kay. Kung baga, tinulungan lang natin silang umamin sa isa¹t isa. Pero us...

YUMI: Weird ng barkada natin no?

JIGS: To our barkada and our weird traditions!

YUMI: To us, the first failure of this tradition!

Magto-toast sila at iinom.

JIGS: Sige, ate Yumi. Let¹s make our stay here more interesting...

YUMI: What¹s with the ate?

JIGS: Fine...

Bubuksan ni Yumi ang chips. Uupo sila pareho sa sahig para magkwentuhan.

JIGS: Let¹s play twenty questions.

YUMI: Sige! Ano yon?

JIGS: Each of us will have ten questions each. Tatanungin kita, tatanungin mo ako, mga gusto nating malaman sa isa¹t isa. Alternate tayo. Pero the thing here is, you can¹t ask the question that I already asked.

YUMI: That¹s pretty interesting.

JIGS: At bawal magsinungaling.

YUMI: Fair enough. Pero whatever is said inside this room remains in the room. Ok?

JIGS: Of course. You wanna start?

YUMI: No. I want to ask the last question. (Ngingiti at kikindatan si Jigs)

JIGS: Smart move. Game. First question: Ano ang greatest frustration mo sa buhay?

YUMI: Nge. Ang korni naman ng tanong mo. Walang ka-challenge-challenge. Ask me something na mag-iisip naman ako.

JIGS: Simula pa lang e.

YUMI: Sige. Ano nga ba...?

JIGS: Akala ko ba walang ka-challenge-challenge?

YUMI: Wag kang maingay, nag-iisip ako...I¹m a frustrated ballet dancer.

JIGS: Talaga?

YUMI: I took lessons when I was six pero umayaw ako. Wala kasi akong disiplina e. Mas gusto kong makipaglaro sa mga kalaro ko. Pero I really enjoy watching ballet dancers. When I see them dance parati kong naiisip na sana, ako rin. There! Ang dali naman ng tanong mo. Walang thrill.

JIGS: Appetizer lang. Yari ka sa¹kin mamaya.

YUMI: We¹ll see. Ako naman: Did you ever have doubts about your sexuality? I mean, kahit minsan ba, naisip mo na bakla ka?

JIGS: Never.

YUMI: Bilis ng sagot a.

JIGS: Coz I never entertained the idea.

YUMI: Homophobe ka ba?

JIGS: Alternate tayo sa tanungan, di ba?

YUMI: So, not once? Kahit konti? Kahit what if lang?

JIGS: I¹m straight, okay?

YUMI: I¹m not asking if you¹re gay or not. I¹m asking kung...

JIGS: Never nga.

YUMI: We all thought na you were gay. Well at least nung first few months mo sa tropa before you introduced your girlfriend to us.

JIGS: What?! You thought I was gay?!

YUMI: E pa¹no kasi, masyado kang mabait. Ang pogi-pogi mo, pero parang allergic ka sa mga babae. Over ang pagiging gentleman mo. Too good to be true. You have a good body, it seems that you work out pero iniisip namin front mo lang yun. Kadalasan kasi front ng mga bakla ang pagiging maganda ng katawan nila at pagiging sporty...

Tatawa lang si Jigs.

YUMI: So we thought it¹s either that or you were planning to become a priest.

JIGS: What?!

YUMI: Well, you were always this goody-goody person. Pumupunta ka sa chapel. Nangungumpisal, nagsisimba...

JIGS: The way you said it, parang equivalent ang dalawa a.

YUMI: Of course not. I didn¹t mean that!

JIGS: I take my faith seriously. That doesn¹t make me gay!

YUMI: So you did want to become a priest...

JIGS: Hindi rin. Actually, I always wanted to raise a family...and be a father.

Tahimik.

YUMI: So you¹re not gay.

JIGS: No.

YUMI: You never...

JIGS: Ilang beses ka ba ipinanganak? Kulit mo e. It¹s my turn.

YUMI: Homophobe ka no?

JIGS: Hindi kaya!

YUMI: Whatever...

JIGS: Ako na, daya mo naman e.

YUMI: Okay, okay. Shoot me.

JIGS: How do you see yourself five years from now?

YUMI: You expect to win this game? Ang kokorni ng mga tanong mo e.

JIGS: The object of this game is not to win.

YUMI: E ano pa ba?

JIGS: To get to know the other person.

YUMI: Sure. Basta ako, I will win this game. Walang thrill ang isang game kung walang nananalo.

JIGS: Sagot.

YUMI: May time limit ba to? (Tatawa) Wine pa nga.

JIGS: Sabi nga nila: in vino veritas.

Magsasalin si Jigs ng wine.

YUMI: Masarap ang wine, ha? Saan kaya nabili ito? (Iinom) To answer your question, either maging entrepreneur ako, magsisimula ako ng sarili kong botique or bar, o kaya, magiging artista ako sa pelikula.

JIGS: Not bad.

YUMI: Pero mukhang malabo yung stint ko sa movies. Tough ang competition e. Saka mahina ang manager ko. Panay hosting at pictorials ang nakukuhang raket para sa akin. Papalitan ko na nga e. Pag nakaipon ako, baka magtayo na lang ako ng botique.

JIGS: (Magbibiro) Ayaw mo mag-bold?

YUMI: Yuck!

JIGS: Lahat ng gustong mag-artista doon dumadaan.

YUMI: May talent naman ako kahit papano a!

JIGS: Lahat naman ng bold star may talent a! Sa dibdib! (Tatawa)

YUMI: (Hahampasin ng unan si Jigs) Bastos ka talaga! Akala ko goody-goody ka...Hindi ko papatulan ang pagbobold kahit ano¹ng mangyari no! Kahit ganito ako, may respeto pa rin naman ako sa sarili ko.

JIGS: Ganito? Ano¹ng ganito?

Di sasagutin ni Yumi ang tanong.

YUMI: These producers think all the people want is sex, sex, sex! Kaya puro basura ang mga pelikula e. Wine pa nga!

JIGS: (Magsasalin ng wine) Bakit naman botique?

YUMI: Hoy madaya ka na ha? Hindi pa ako lasing. Ako na¹ng magtatanong. Ang korni mo namang magtanong. Bigatan naman natin nang konti...Inom ka muna.

Iinom si Jigs. Magsasalin siya ng bago.

YUMI: Who was your first crush in the barkada?

Tahimik.

YUMI: Haha! Bingo ka no? Bagal mo naman sumagot.

Iinumin ang wine. Magsasalin ng bago.

JIGS: Lalaki o babae?

Tatawa sila pareho.

YUMI: Dapat may time limit ito e.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Hirap naman ng tanong mo.

YUMI: Iyon nga ang maganda e. Para may thrill. As if naman ibo-broadcast ko sa barkada kung sino.

JIGS: Wine pa?

YUMI: Di mo pa sinasagot yung tanong ko, nagtatanong ka na!

Magsasalin ng wine si Jigs kay Yumi.

JIGS: Yung crush ko kasi...siyempre, sino pa ba? E di yung pinakamaganda sa barkada.

YUMI: Nge. Subjective yon no! Para sa¹kin ang pinakagwapo si Joel. Sa babae, si Kay. Para kay Ronald, si Meg...

JIGS: Yung literally na may dating'walang tanung-tanong. Yung kahit sino¹ng tanungin mo sa tropa, objectively, siya ang isasagot.

YUMI: Jigs, twenty questions ang game natin. Hindi guessing game. C¹mon man. Play your own game. Pa¹no na kung truth or dare to e di pahirapan na. Dadalawa na nga lang tayo e.

JIGS: Yung commercial model.

Matitigilan si Yumi.

YUMI: Wine pa nga.

Magsasalin si Jigs. Mag-iisip si Yumi. Iinom. Biglang matatawa.

YUMI: (Tumatawa pa rin) Talaga?

JIGS: Sige, pagtawanan ba?

YUMI: You can say it to my face, I won¹t bite. Bakit hirap na hirap kang sabihin kung sino? Takot kang ma-reject? Parang tanong lang e...Wine pa nga!

JIGS: Okay, 1 point ka na...

YUMI: (Ngiti) Gee...thanks. Flattered naman ako. At kailan naman nangyari ito?

JIGS: Sorry, my turn to ask. (Ngingiti) Who is your crush in the barkada...NOW?

YUMI: E ginaya mo lang yung tanong ko e.

JIGS: Hinde no. May qualifier ako. Ang sabi ko, NOW. Ang tanong mo, first crush ko.

YUMI: Korni pa rin. Alam mo, kung basketball OEto, tambak ka na.

JIGS: Just answer the question.

YUMI: Siyempre wala. I told you, I don¹t have time for these stuff. Kakabreak ko lang di ba?

JIGS: Korni mo namang sumagot.

YUMI: E korni yung tanong e. Pero kung talagang-talagang kailangan kong sumagot...hmmm...teka...sino nga ba? Sino ba¹ng crush material sa barkada? Wala akong maisip e. Ikaw na lang.

JIGS: Yung seryoso naman.

YUMI: Seryoso ako. Ayaw mo yata e. Sige, iba na lang...

JIGS: E napipilitan ka lang e.

YUMI: Uy! Pa¹no ba¹yan? MU na tayo? Crush mo ko, crush kita...yiheee (Tatawa).

JIGS: Dati pa yon no!

YUMI: Ay? Di mo na ko crush? Bakit, na turn-off ka? Ano namang ginawa ko? Tsk. Tsk.

JIGS: Is that your question na?

YUMI: Oy, hinde! Ito naman...di ba pwedeng mag-follow-up?

Iinom ng wine si Jigs.

YUMI: Fine. Here¹s a little juicy question: Describe your first kiss.

JIGS: That¹s not even a question.

YUMI: Arte mo. O: How was your first kiss like?

Matatawa si Jigs.

JIGS: Wet.

YUMI: Yuck!

Magtatawanan sila.

JIGS: Alam mo, aksidente yung first kiss ko. Close kasi kami nung isa kong kaibigan. Pag naggu-goodbye ako sa kanya, parati ko siyang kini-kiss sa noo. E one time, sa gym habang nagpapahinga, nakaupo siya sa sahig. Tinatamad siyang tumayo. So bumaba ako nang konti para halikan siya sa noo kasi pauwi na ako. E siya naman, para maabot ko, medyo tumingala. E sakto, sa lips ko siya nahalikan. Pareho kaming nagulat. Pero di pa kami naghiwalay agad. Weird nga ang feeling e. Parang may glue. Ayaw na namin maghiwalay pareho...

Tawa pa rin si Yumi

YUMI: Awww. Ang sweet naman. Parang sa pelikula. Si Krissy ba OEto?

JIGS: Hindi. Hindi mo siya kilala.

YUMI: So what happened? Nagkatuluyan kayo?

JIGS: Nope.

YUMI: Ha?

JIGS: Ewan ko ba. Complicated kasi yung situation namin e. May boyfriend siya noon. Ako naman, takot pa sa isang relationship. Pero at least, na-discover namin na pareho pala kaming may gusto sa isa¹t isa. Pero hanggang doon na lang.

YUMI: What happened after?

JIGS: We talked about it. We both decided na it wont work. Tapos, bigla na lang, hindi na kami nagkikita. And then, I met you guys, iba na ang barkada ko.

YUMI: Nakakatuwa naman.

JIGS: Ikaw, pa¹no yung first kiss mo?

YUMI: Ikaw ang nagturo sa akin ng game na ito di ba? Bakit ba lagi mong bini-break ang rules? Di mo na pwedeng tanungin yan!

JIGS: Tine-testing ko lang kung lasing ka na. (Iinom ng wine) Okay, naka-warm-up na ako: What was the naughtiest thing you ever did?

YUMI: Yan ang mga tanong! Ano ba¹ng ibig mong sabihin ng naughty?

JIGS: Bahala kang mag-define.

YUMI: Hmmm...marami e...(matatawa) baka maeskandalo ka.

JIGS: Kanina ayaw mo ng korni. Ngayong medyo exciting naman...

YUMI: Eto na...I had two boyfriends at the same time.

JIGS: (Nagulat) Hala.

YUMI: I was with Joel and Zach at the same time.

JIGS: Yikes. Alam ba ni Joel?

YUMI: Kaya nga kami naghiwalay nun e. Nahuli ako (matatawa).

JIGS: Ano namang pumasok sa kukote mo¹t ginawa mo yon, aber?

YUMI: Nag-eexperiment lang ako. E sa type ko sila pareho e. Ano¹ng magagawa ko? Saka para may thrill. Alam mo yon? Yung patago kang nakikipag-date sa isa para di mahuli. Everyday pa akong nakakalibre, kasi, alternate sila! (Tatawa) Akala n¹yo kayo lang mga lalaki ang pwedeng gumawa no¹n?

JIGS: How can you love two guys at the same time?

YUMI: Who said something about love? Walang kinalaman ang love dun. I was...having fun!

JIGS: Nainlove ka na ba, ever?

YUMI: Nakakailang tanong ka na? It¹s my turn.

JIGS: Don¹t you want to answer the question anyway?

YUMI: My turn!

JIGS: Kulang ka pa sa wine. (Tatawa)

Ubos na ang unang wine bottle. Kukuha si Jigs ng isa pa sa ref.

JIGS: Ang bilis nating uminom a.

YUMI: Are you still a virgin?

JIGS: Whoa! Where did that come from?

YUMI: That¹s my fourth question.

JIGS: (Magsasalin ng wine sa mga baso). Ano sa tingin mo?

Ngingiti si Jigs. Tititigan lang siya ni Yumi.

YUMI: Don¹t tell me, wala pang nangyayari sa inyo ni Krissy hanggang ngayon? Ilang taon na ba kayo?

JIGS: Mag-tu-two years na sana next week.

YUMI: So virgin ka pa? I don¹t believe it!

JIGS: Mukha ba akong tarantado?

YUMI: Mukha kang nagpapaiyak ng babae e.

JIGS: Insulto ba yon?

YUMI: Compliment OEyon, tanga.

JIGS: Ah, okay. Thanks.

YUMI: Pero, you mean, you never felt the urge to do it?

JIGS: Alin? Sex?

YUMI: Wow! Nasabi rin niya!

JIGS: Of course I always feel it. Natural lang OEyon sa tao no? Nasa iyo na lang OEyan kung ano¹ng gagawin mo sa urge na yon.

YUMI: E natural naman pala e. Bakit mo pinipigilan? I mean, pag naiihi ka, iihi ka. Pag nagugutom ka, kakain ka. Pareho lang OEyon, di ba?

JIGS: Pag naiihi ka, iihi ka dahil kailangan mong umihi. At hindi ka iihi kahit saan. Pupunta ka sa banyo. Pag nagugutom ka, kakain ka dahil kailangan. At hindi mo kinakain ang lahat ng pagkain na ihain sa iyo. Pag di ka gutom, di ka kakain. Pag di mo gusto yung pagkain, di mo gagalawin. Ang aso, pag may nakitang pagkain diyan, walang tanung-tanong. Lalamon yan.

YUMI: And sex is the same?

JIGS: Lahat ng bagay, nilalagay sa lugar. May context. At least, yun ang nagpaiba sa atin sa aso.

YUMI: Grabe ka namang magsalita. Para mo na ring sinabing lahat ng nakikipagsex, aso ah!

JIGS: Sinasabi ko lang, pag wala sa tamang konteksto, mali.

YUMI: And what is that context?

JIGS: Matanda na tayo. Ayokong maging preachy. Alam na natin OEyan.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Kaso, kahit alam na natin, minsan di pa rin natin ginagawa.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Masarap e. Sino ba¹ng ayaw nun?

Tahimik.

YUMI: (Medyo nairita) So feeling mo santo ka at dapat kang i-congratulate for being a virgin!

JIGS: Sinasabi ko lang ang pinaniniwalaan ko. Ineexplain ko lang kung bakit di ko ginagawa. May kanya-kanya tayong dahilan. Di ko pinipilit kahit kanino ang mga paniniwala ko...No need to get so cross about it, Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS: It¹s not about being a virgin or not. It¹s about putting things into their proper places.

YUMI: I¹m not arguing with you.

JIGS: Me neither. I¹m just answering your questions.

Matagal na katahimikan.

Ngingiti si Jigs. Titignan niya si Yumi na medyo nairita sa nakaraang train of conversation nila. Magsasalin siya ng wine para kay Yumi.

JIGS: Nasobrahan ka na yata sa wine e. (Tatawa) You still wanna go on with the game? Nine pa lang tayo, eleven more to go. (Ngingiti)

YUMI: Shoot me.

JIGS: Who was your first lay?

YUMI: (Hahampasin ng unan si Jigs) Ang bastos mo talaga! So inaassume mo na hindi na ako virgin?

JIGS: E sabi mo kasi, walang thrill ang game pag walang nananalo e. So I guess I¹m winning. Saka wala naman akong inimply na ganun a! I¹m just hitting two birds with one stone. Kasi kung virgin ka, e di simple lang ang sagot: wala. Kung hindi naman, e di sino?

YUMI: Ang daya mo.

JIGS: Akala ko ba ayaw mo ng korning tanong.

YUMI: You think I¹ll answer that after giving your sermon, Father Jigs?

JIGS: Ano ka ba? Inexplain ko lang yung personal reasons ko. Kung ano man ang sa iyo, I¹ll respect them as well as I know you respect mine. I¹m no saint. I¹m just trying to get to know you better. (Ngingiti)

YUMI: How do you do that?

JIGS: Alin?

YUMI: I should have walked out on you kanina pa pero the way you say things...parang bumabaliktad sa¹yo...makes you more...charming. Kung ibang tao ka siguro, di na kita kakausapin.

JIGS: You can¹t walk out. We¹re locked here for three days except for meals.

YUMI: So I¹m forced to like you para di masira ang vacation ko. (Ngingiti)

JIGS: You don¹t have to answer my question if you don¹t want.

YUMI: I guess I¹ll be honest with you as you were honest with me...

Tahimik. Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI: Di mo siya kilala. His name was Robert. He was my first boyfriend. It was Senior Prom Night. Alam mo na...typical senior prom story. Everyone wants to lose it on prom night. Everyone thinks na pag prom night, it was something special. We went out sa hall nang maaga. We made out sa kotse niya. One thing led to the other. Tapos, yun...yun na. We went back just in time for the awarding of the prom queen. Guess what, I won pa. (Mahinang tawa)

JIGS: What was it like?

YUMI: Now that I look back, it isn¹t as special as I thought it was. Pero it was different then. Back then, we were just led by our passions. Alam mo yon? Andun ka na. Hormones raging wild. Passions and Ideals are confused. Akala mo love, yun pala, curious ka lang pala. Akala mo yun na yon. Akala mo you are in-love at lahat ng gawin mo tama. Lahat ng gawin mo perfect. Everything was magical...well, almost.

JIGS: Almost...?

YUMI: Sa next question mo na yan. Ako na.

JIGS: (Pabiro) Wine pa? Kulang ka pa yata e.

YUMI: Nilalasing mo ko no? May balak ka sa¹kin no? (Tatawa)

JIGS: Is that your question? Sasagutin ko na. (Tatawa)

YUMI: Engot. Hindi yon. Here¹s something na curious lang ako. Kasi I¹ve been hearing things...saka you¹ve hinted on it na rin kanina...Are you still with Krissy?

JIGS: Hindi na.

YUMI: Since when?

JIGS: Two, maybe three weeks ago?

YUMI: Sino¹ng nakipag-break?

JIGS: Pareho kami.

YUMI: Why?

JIGS: Maraming dahilan, actually. Naisip na lang namin na it won¹t work. Isa na do¹n, magkaiba kami ng gustong mangyari sa buhay. Magkaiba kami ng mga pinaniniwalaan.

YUMI: Like what?

JIGS: Marami.

YUMI: At ngayon mo lang nalaman iyon after two years with her?

JIGS: People change, Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Right before graduation, she asked me to move in with her.

YUMI: Talaga?

JIGS: Sabi niya, doon na naman din daw papunta ang relasyon namin. Might as well practice na raw for the real thing. Tutal, she¹s working na naman, ako naman bagong graduate, we should try out na raw living together if it¹ll work for us.

YUMI: Natakot ka sa arrangement?

JIGS: Hindi naman sa natakot. If you love someone, ano pa¹ng ikakatakot mo, di ba?

YUMI: E bakit umayaw ka?

JIGS: It¹s just that, it¹s not my thing.

YUMI: Sabi na nga ba e, bakla ka no? Sinasayang mo ang opportunities! (Matatawa)

JIGS: Hindi ako oportunista. At lalong hindi ako bakla.

YUMI: Fine.

JIGS: Naisip ko lang na hindi pa pala ako handa sa mga ganitong bagay. Wala pa sa isip ko ang gano¹n. Na-shock siguro ako sa reality na iyon na nga ang next step sa relationship namin. I mean, two years of being together and knowing each other, we¹re practically ready to get married, if you know what I mean. Pero I realized, I¹m not ready for any of these. Narealize ko how immature I am. Na iba yung ideals ko two years ago sa ideals ko ngayon. I need to mature some more to get into this thing'I mean, getting married. Diyos ko, ilang taon lang ba ako...

YUMI: Maturity has nothing to do with age.

JIGS: But it has a lot to do with time.

Tahimik.

JIGS: So I thought, bakit kailangan ng practice mode? Ibig sabihin, pag sumablay kami, split na kami? Live like a couple minus the commitment? Pa¹no pag nawala na yung magic? Goodbye na?

Iinom ng wine si Jigs.

JIGS: Kung kasal na, kasal na. Wala nang practice. I think that¹s the real cowardice. Yung i-try muna natin kung it will work kasi takot kayo na baka hindi maging successful ang outcome. Saan na napunta ang excitement ng buhay? Kaya nga kayo in-love, para sabay kayong humarap sa totoong buhay, sa hirap at ginahawa, di ba? (Matatawa) Hindi yung pagpapraktisan muna ninyo para siguradong ginhawa lang.

Magkikibit-balikat lang si Jigs.

YUMI: Are you always like that?

JIGS: Like what?

YUMI: So cerebral in everything. Kahit pagdating sa relationships.

JIGS: Life is too precious para lang daanin sa trial and error.

Ngingiti si Jigs. Tahimik.

YUMI: So, No hard feelings?

JIGS: Friends pa rin kami. She still calls me up nga sa bahay e.

YUMI: That¹s nice.

JIGS: Kayo, bakit kayo nagbreak ni Carlo?

YUMI: That¹s your sixth na ha?

JIGS: Sure.

YUMI: Alam mo, ironic para sa akin yung break-up namin ni Carlo. And the funny thing was, it was about...sex. Uy, sa atin lang ito ha?

JIGS: Of course.

YUMI: Kasi nga, I was looking for that magic nga di ba? I wanted to be in a relationship na special naman. So of all the boyfriends I had, sa kanya lang ako walang sexual relationship. As in nag-aabstain talaga ako. Kasi parang naisip ko, para magkaroon naman ng meaning yung ³making love² di ba? Parang, dapat di mo parating ginagawa, at ginagawa mo lang when you are sincere with yourself and with your partner. So I was investing muna emotionally. And I was actually starting to care about him. Yung, hindi ko na iniisip yung sarili ko. Yung siya lang ang inaalala ko. Akala ko perfect na...

JIGS: Ano¹ng nangyari?

YUMI: Patunayan ko raw na mahal ko siya. Magbigay daw ako ng proof. Pagbigyan ko raw siya. Sabi ko sa kanya, hindi pa ba sapat na proof yon? Na I¹m saving myself for that right moment, that special moment between us? Alam mo¹ng ginawa? Nilayasan ako!

JIGS: You deserve someone better.

YUMI: Talaga!

YUMI: Isipin mo, kung kelan naman I grew tired of meaningless sex, when I¹m looking for the real thing, saka naman mawawala. Ang ironic ng buhay no?

JIGS: That¹s the way we must learn.

YUMI: Alam mo, kung tutuusin, never ko pang na-experience yung tunay na mag make-love. And I had to go all through those relationships para lang ma-realize yun. At least, ngayon, alam ko na ang hinahanap ko.

Iinom ng wine.

YUMI: Ikaw ba, importante sa¹yo na virgin ang mapapangasawa mo? How do you see virginity ba?

JIGS: Alam mo, di ko pa napag-isipan OEyan. Pero now that you¹ve mentioned it...It doesn¹t matter kung virgin ang mapangasawa ko o hindi. Of course I value virginity a lot. I treat it as the only real gift I could give to my wife to be. Imaginin mo na lang di ba, kung wife ko ang una ko. It¹s like the perfect wedding gift I could give to
her. Pero kung siya hindi na virgin, I wouldn¹t care. As long as mahal ko siya. Kasi I don¹t expect her to give me the same gift. I don¹t do something because I expect people to do the same to me. Ibigay niya sa akin ang sarili niya nang buong-buo, sapat na sa akin OEyon. Masaya na ako sa ganoon.

YUMI: (Mapapangiti si Yumi.) You know, that¹s the nicest thing I ever heard from a guy. That¹s why I always enjoy talking to you. You always say the nicest things.

JIGS: Wow. Salamat. E ikaw, is making love to you equal to love?

YUMI: I always took sex and love as opposite ideas. I mean, after the first time na...you know...sa Senior prom. Kasi afterwards, we broke up na ni Robert. Tapos naisip ko, yun na ba yung love? Baka hindi love yung naramdaman ko. Baka napagkamalan ko lang siyang love. I was just after the pleasure of intimacy. And then I felt empty. So empty. That¹s why I wanted to change. I wanted to believe in ³making love.² And I¹m still looking for it. Yung magic. Yung feeling mo, tao ka pala. I never felt that kahit isang beses. Men have penetrated my body but never my soul. And I wanted that. I wanted someone to touch my soul. To ³make love² to my soul through my body. Pero siguro, naging numb na¹ko sa dami ng relasyong pinagdaanan ko. Hindi ko alam kung mararanasan ko pa iyon. That¹s why I envy you.

Tahimik.

YUMI: Sa tingin mo may pag-asa pa ako?

JIGS: You still have your soul...(Ngingiti)

Tahimik.

YUMI: With whom would you want to experience it?

JIGS: Of course, sa asawa ko.

YUMI: I mean, someone in particular. Take it as my seventh question. So give a name.

JIGS: A name? Hindi ko alam. Basta kung sino ang magiging asawa ko.

Tahimik. Magkikibit-balikat si Yumi. Iinom ng wine.

JIGS: Well, I always thought na it was Krissy. And then, it was just gone. Of course I loved her. And I still do. Pero the magic was just gone after we both found out na magkaiba kami ng mga prinsipyo sa buhay.

Tahimik.

JIGS: My turn?

YUMI: Shoot me.

JIGS: Tell me something...a secret. Yung wala kahit isang nakakaalam.

Matagal na katahimikan.

JIGS: You trust me naman di ba?

YUMI: Well, you¹ve earned it, alright.

JIGS: Saka wala akong tinatago sa¹yo. Sinagot ko lahat ng tanong mo as honestly as I could. (Ngingiti)

YUMI: I uhm...

JIGS: Yes...?

YUMI: I need more wine.

Magsasalin si Jigs ng wine.

JIGS: Take your time. We have less than fifty hours to go.

Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI: I¹ll tell you something no one in the world knows except one other person. And that person probably forgot all about me already.

JIGS: (Pabiro) What? You had sex with a stranger?

YUMI: Ano ka ba?

JIGS: Biro lang. Seryoso na.

YUMI: Promise ha? Hindi ito lalabas.

JIGS: Promise.

YUMI: If this goes out, I will hunt you kahit sa libingan mo. Huhukayin kita at papatayin kita ulit.

JIGS: Mamatay man ako ngayon.

YUMI: Okay...(Pause) I...I was with Joel then... (Magiging mas seryoso ang tono niya) ...and Zach. I wasn¹t really with Zach, I was just going out with him pag wala si Joel, alam mo na...making out and stuff...Well, anyway, I was kinda serious din naman with Joel that time. Joel and I were...you know...doing it. And...

JIGS: And...?

YUMI: Uhm...I...uhm...I got pregnant.

JIGS: What?

Tahimik. Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI: I uhm...shit. Hindi ko naman talaga ginusto e. Uhm...Two months akong delayed...then I took that test. I found out na buntis nga ako...and Joel found out about Zach (maluha-luha na) and I didn¹t know what to say, you know? Maniniwala ba naman sa akin si Joel na naaliw lang ako kay Zach? Na I didn¹t really love him? Na wala lang iyon? And so he broke up with me and...I..uhm...I was afraid and uhm... (Magsisimula siyang magbreak-down)

JIGS: It¹s okay...

YUMI: I uhm...hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, Joel left me. I wanted to tell him about the baby to make him come back but I don¹t think he¹d believe me after the thing with Zach...and...my parents are gonna kill me if...shit. (iiyak)

JIGS: (lalapit kay Yumi para i-console ito) Ssshhh...you don¹t have to tell me this if it upsets you...

YUMI: And so I went to a clinic...(hahagulgol) I didn¹t mean to, Jigs. I wasn¹t myself then. And I felt so afraid. So alone...

JIGS: Tahan na. Ssshhh...

Iiyak lang si Yumi kay Jigs. Yayakapin ni Jigs si Yumi.

JIGS: Alam ba to ni Joel?

YUMI: How can I tell him? The only other person na nakakaalam ay yung duktor sa clinic. God...(iiyak) Oh God...

JIGS: It¹s alright...

Hihimasin ni Jigs ang likod ni Yumi. Patatahanin niya ito. Matagal silang nakaganito lang.

Matagal na katahimikan.

YUMI: Can you get me my yosi?

Tatayo si Jigs. Pupunta sa may side table sa tabi ng kama. Kukunin ang Yosi ni Yumi. Magsisindi siya ng isa at iaabot kay Yumi.

YUMI: Thanks...

Matagal na katahimikan.

YUMI: If we were...if we were the last two people on earth, would you consider doing it with me?

JIGS: Doing what?

YUMI: Alam mo na...

JIGS: Alin? (Teasing ngingiti)

YUMI: Gago mo. (Ngingiti)

JIGS: Ngumiti rin.

YUMI: So? Would you?

JIGS: Alin nga? Di mo masabi no? Bakit di mo masabi? (Pagtatawanan si Yumi) Sabihin mo nga: Sex! Sex! Sex! Sex!

YUMI: Shut up nga!

JIGS: That¹s your eight na, ha?

YUMI: I lost count. Answer it.

JIGS: Why not?

Hihithit ng yosi si Yumi. Tahimik. Sasandal si Yumi sa balikat ni Jigs.

JIGS: If you could be something else, what would you be?

YUMI: I dunno...maybe a violin...yeah. Violin siguro.

JIGS: Bakit?

YUMI: I always saw the relationship of a violin and its player as very intimate. Pag tumutugtog ang violinist, ang nakikita ko at naririnig ko, he strokes the soul of the instrument and the instrument penetrates the soul of the player. Para silang nagmi-make love. Di ba? Very sexy, very intimate, very sublime. Di ba? Pareho silang sincere
sa isa¹t isa. Dahil kung hindi sila sincere, walang music na mabubuo. The violin surrenders her body to her player, her whole body and her whole soul, in full trust and sincerity. Di ba, compared to the sound of the other instruments, ang tunog ng violin parang isang naked woman? A naked woman in surrender? I want to be a violin. I want to be stroked in the soul. I want to make sincere music. I want to experience the sound of love.

Tahimik.

JIGS: Lalim nun ah. (Ngingiti)

YUMI: Pa¹no mo malalamang in-love ka na?

JIGS: Paano? I don¹t think there¹s a formula to that. Basta malalaman mo na lang. I mean, ilang beses lang ba nangyari sa akin yon? I¹d like to believe na yun na nga yon...yung kay Krissy...

YUMI: Kwento mo nga...paano mo narealize dati na mahal mo nga si Krissy?

JIGS: Alam mo nakakatawa...korni actually. Babalik na naman ako sa pagiging korni nito e. Di ba ayaw mo sa korni.

YUMI: Sige na. Hindi na kita aasarin.

JIGS: I heard bells.

YUMI: Ano?

JIGS: Seryoso. Bigla na lang, habang nag-uusap kami, may narinig na lang akong bells, tapos music. Ewan ko kung iniimagine ko lang yon pero yun ang nangyari. Nakakatawa nga e. Parang kanta ng Beatles.

YUMI: Seryoso ka ba?

JIGS: O baka naman nagkataon noong oras na yon, may nagkakantahan sa kung saan sa school. Basta may narinig akong bells. Tapos napangiti ako. Pagtingin ko sa mata niya, iba na ang nakikita ko. Hindi ko na siya nakita as kabarkada lang. Biglang parang may magic. Hindi ko ma-explain. Baduy pero ganun. Tapos I just seized the moment. Umamin ako. A week later, kami na.

YUMI: Korni nga. (Matatawa)

JIGS: Korni talagang pakinggan. Pero pag nandun ka na. Pag naranasan mo na, feeling mo, hindi na korni.

Ngingiti si Yumi. Tahimik.

YUMI: Alam mo, may times na parang tunog violin ang boses mo. O lasing lang ako?

Tahimik.

JIGS: I¹m into my last question.

Iaangat ni Yumi ang ulo niya.

YUMI: Shoot me. Better make it good.

JIGS: If you were again to be the next victim of this tradition, if you were to be locked up in this room again...who would you want the next guy to be?

YUMI: (Mag-iisip) I want someone whom I could talk to... Yung makukwentuhan ko ng mga sikreto ko. Yung may sense makipag-usap. Yung may laman. The violin player who¹d stroke my strings...not even. Yung mapapatunog niya ang strings ko without even touching them. (Tahimik) Lumuluwag na ang dila ko...kung anu-ano na ang nasasabi ko. (Ngingiti)

Tititigan lang ni Jigs si Yumi. Tahimik.

YUMI: Siyempre yung masarap kausap.

Tahimik. Hindi makatingin si Yumi.

YUMI: Yung kahit habambuhay wala kaming gawin kundi mag-usap... I think it¹s better than making love.

Mapapatingin si Yumi kay Jigs.

YUMI: Gosh I want to kiss you so badly.

Matitigilan siya.

YUMI: I can¹t believe I just said that.

Tahimik. Titignan niya ulit si Jigs.

YUMI: Don¹t you want to kiss me?

Pause. Titignan siya ni Jigs sa mata.

JIGS: Is that your last question?

HOW TO MOTIVATE ONESELF

2010-05-31T21:53:00.000-07:00

Just as willpower is an essential factor in achieving success, at some point in time, discouragement and lack of motivation may hinder you from reaching your goal. And it is up to you, and you alone to devise techniques that will help you keep that drive within ablaze.

It is helpful to have visual goals. Whatever that is you are working towards, make it visual. It maybe something material like a car, or a vacation you have been looking forward to for the longest time. Take or cut out a picture of it and post it at a conspicuous place at work or at home where you can see it often. So that when you feel discouraged, this will remind you of your goal and will help you keep your focus.

Make a contract with oneself. According to motivational researches, people who write down to-do-lists are far more successful in achieving their intended goals than those people who just keep mental lists instead. Putting something in writing somehow makes it more powerful psychologically speaking. This may also be the reason why most cultures have such a high regard in honoring contracts. In the contract, you may also include a certain reward that you will give yourself once you have accomplished the task. After all, everyone likes to be rewarded for completing a good job. Even a simple pat on the back, “good job”, or “thank you” may do the trick to give the person the extra push to carry on, but unfortunately, these may not always be readily available. Considering that these are also essential in keeping oneself motivated, you must learn to find a way to get that encouragement on your own through rewarding yourself.

Abusive people lower your self-esteem and bring you down. Get these negative people out of your life. Surround yourself with positive people. Emulate their example. Smile amply and think happy thoughts. These will give you a brighter outlook and lets you see a clearer picture of what you really want and a fresh mind to know what steps to take to get there. Rather than wait for things to happen, try to be proactive and MAKE THINGS HAPPEN. Inactivity idles the brain and stagnates your potential to achieve your goals.

Read inspirational books and literature. These will help you improve your attitude and heal your mind. A book of success stories also proves to be encouraging. You will not only learn from others' experiences and derive confidence boosting insights from them but the story will be instrumental in motivating you to go for your goal and move ahead with your plans. If this still seems to falter, get training or education. Oftentimes, not knowing how or where to start is frustrating. Knowledge is power. Having a clear understanding of how and where to start is empowering and it will provide the extra drive needed to hit the mark you are aiming at and follow it through.

Having enumerated all these tips and tricks to attaining self-motivation, but still you seem to feel lacking that much needed drive, there is one last thing that you must try. Whatever it is that you have been meaning to do, or wanting to achieve, JUST DO IT! Keep on aiming high and go for it! Actually getting your hands dirty best solves the problem of motivation. By “forcing” yourself to just do it, your momentum will pick up slowly as you go along and before you know it you have finished the task or have finally achieved your goal. Divide and conquer is the key. Break down the seemingly insurmountable undertaking to small doable steps. Not only does it become less overwhelming, but seeing the "in the meantime" results will further your confidence that it can indeed be done.

Lack of motivation happens to us all, but if you do not encourage yourself to accept opportunities and be challenged, no one else will. It is most important to keep your eye on the goal, find ways to keep going, and in no time, you shall reap its benefits. And if at the beginning you were just doing it for the material reward, you will also learn to realize that the fulfillment, satisfaction and self-achievement you derive from reaching your goal is a much pleasurable high that will keep the drive within continually burning.

How to Motivate Yourself
A simple guide to getting back up after a tough figurative fall.

Steps

1. Think through a set of goals that sound as though they are what you want, and try to be specific. The key to most motivation remains setting goals, but you can't just pick any goals.

2. Make it general. Let's say you want a Corvette specifically, are you really saying you want a new car, or maybe just a car you can stop worrying about? Getting yourself to a reliable car is a goal that is easier to achieve and accomplishes the need you had from the get go. This is not copping out--no one needs a Corvette.

3. Do this with all of the goals you have, do not simply pick ones that sound good like most people pick New Year's resolutions. If the goals you set for yourself make your life easier or more rewarding, they are probably the type you need to focus on.

4. Cut pictures out of the car that you want, or the TV, stereo, golf clubs, whatever you are aiming for, and put them up somewhere you can see them every day. On the fridge door, or on the wall next to the computer. When you look say "That's my car" or "That's my TV". Visualizing these items as yours will help keep you motivated.

5. Anyone who has had serious issues with motivation knows that someone telling you to "stay motivated" is a bit daft, since you weren't in a motivated state to begin with, and as such, is hard to /stay/ in. However anyone can get themselves motivated.

6. Make your goals in the very beginning small. If you write out a long list of things that are really valuable for you to do, and then you mess one up, you're going back to starting at zero and you will likely feel pretty badly. Instead make a list for each day, and at first, only put down maybe 3 or 4 things, a set of activities that might take you 2 or 3 hours.

7. If you can do that, then a week later start adding things in about an hour at a time and build up. It's like doing pushups in the Army, the first day you get there and feel terrible because you can't keep up with the physical training, but you build up to it. Goals and mental attitudes are the same way. You have to make it a series of small steps. Don't set yourself up for failure by reaching too high at first. You can always reach higher the next week. There's no limit here, so pace yourself.

8. Rely upon yourself for the motivation and the drive. Other people do not have and will never have the same vested interest in your success. Motivation and success is a function of habit. You must break your bad habit of procrastination, and replace it with one of good planning. The most successful people in the world aren't always the brightest, or the best looking, but no matter what other talents or gifts they have been blessed with, they have underpinning their self esteem a series of victories over tasks both large and small. This is how you learn anything in school, gain confidence dating, and everything else in life.

9. Don't just think that you're the best, prove it to yourself. Your opinion matters the most in your own motivation, but you know when you're pulling your own leg as to your accomplishments. It's far easier to just start dealing with your responsibilities and knowing, with an incredibly strong epistemic justification (by which I mean, you KNOW this) that you can handle what comes up because you have before, than trying to know you can tackle it because you're all warm and fuzzy inside. Warm and fuzzy accomplishes very little, but neither does beating yourself up.

10. Reward yourself when you complete a part of your task, your mind will recognise this and you will want to do whatever you did to give yourself a treat more.

11. Get back up if you fall. Start again. Start where you are comfortable. Getting back up to try again, no matter how small that task, goal, activity, errand, or whim; If you can complete it, you are already back on your way. Get up, don't look back. Cheers!

Tips

· Focus yourself and your availability: your time and space management. If you can organize your time and work out something that will allow you to build on your motivation and do something to allow you to achieve your goals, you will actually get somewhere.

· That's about it. You are the one doing this. Whatever you accomplish, was your doing. Not this article or your mates who encouraged you, but yours. Don't brag, it makes you seem daft. Just keep going. You'll be amazed what you'll end up taking on and completing in short time

· Think about a time that you motivated yourself and saw the benefits.

· If you can imagine the end goal, in it's entirety and then focus on that image subconsciously your mind will figure out how to do it. So the more you believe it the easier it will be to motivate your self.

· You can provide yourself with an extra measure of motivation by using the Best Me Technique of self-hypnosis to pre-experience the rewards of a long-term goal, thereby reducing or eliminating the need for "will power."

Warnings

· There are things that will occur that you must do, studying for exams for instance. With any luck you will be reading this well before your exams, because you should be studying for your exams all semester... now shouldn't you? Procrastination is the opposite of motivation in our day to day lives. Remember, do a bit a day. When your exams come around you won't be sweating like everyone else. Now /that/ is positive reinforcement.

· Do not rely on thinking happy thoughts. Know that you can do it from experience.

· CONSULT YOUR MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL if this lack of motivation has been paired with feelings of depression, loneliness, bouts of crying, thoughts of hurting yourself or others, etcetera. Clinical Depression is a serious illness that results from chemicals in the brain being quite literally out of balance. Clinical Depression is treatable, many times it is not something which will follow you your whole life, and anyone who thinks it is can bugger off. It's your life, be careful with it, and seeing a doctor if you're the least bit concerned might cost a bit of coin, but could be priceless to have a professional talk to you, and see how he or she can help.

Things You'll Need

· Pen

· Paper

· Confidence In Yourself

· Motivation From Others (optional, but more encouraging)

happy mothers daY!!!!

2010-05-08T19:30:00.000-07:00

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spending mother's day with my gf and bf and of course with my one and only Paricce.
Thank you Gf for the gift and to Bf thank you for the effort i know how hectic your schedule is but still you manage to celebrate mother's day with me.Love you both!

happy birthday gf!!

2010-05-04T04:43:00.001-07:00

i just recently met you but it seems to me that we've been friends for almost a decade already.^_^
you are my partner in crime when it comes to food and i really glad i met someone like you.
happy birthday my dearest girlfriend!
love you and I'll always be here with you.mwahh!

my bff's

2010-04-25T19:24:00.000-07:00

for sure wala cia nito!!!
you can have everything but you cannot have friends like this!!!

HIGH SHOOL PIX

2010-04-22T04:27:00.000-07:00

someone tag me in facebook. and i was so shocked to see my old me.lol
I'm pretty sure that most of my classmates are wondering if they are really my classmates.now i have proof they can't deny that.lol
Miss my highschool gropu.
Efrenel,Resle,Elisa and Cristina.

PICTURES OF LOVE

2010-04-22T04:09:00.000-07:00

Love this pix so much!Hope to be with this guy Forever!

Happy birthday big bro!!!!

2010-04-20T22:12:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUFINO SAN LUIS IV!
Or better known as rodel or fings.You will always be the brother i never had and i want to thank you for always being there for me in times i needed you,for listening in my heartaches and thank you for the friendship!we've been friends for almost 14 years now and i intend to be your friend forever.
God bless to you and to your family,Vanessa and Mot-mot.

TATTOED ON MY MIND

2010-04-19T17:00:00.000-07:00

GOSH!!! can't get over with this song!!!

TITAN FUN DAY

2010-04-19T16:45:00.000-07:00

DRESS-UP YOUR UMBRELLA DAY CONTEST..

Solo pix ko muna ciempre.(tnx Boss Thei)This heart belongs to...

him.*_^

TEAM SELENE

TEAM MINERVA

TEAM THETYS

And the winner is Team THANATHOS!CONGRATULATIONS GUYS!

REUNION

2010-04-19T16:31:00.000-07:00

It is almost 10 years...
That's how long our friendship is.
We may be divided with our views in life,principles and beliefs but one thing is for sure we are one in terms of maintaining our friendship to forever.
We may have differences but still we manage to understand each other.
We may have live in a different way but no one has ever judge each others way of living.
We sometimes hurt each other but we manage to forgive.
We may leave but still we manage to get back.
Each time that we fall rest assured that there is a hand to hold and a friend to listen.
This is us.And forever it will be.
We learn to each others fault.
We provide strength to those people who needs.
We inspire.
We help.
We are a friend.
Who will think that we will be this far?No one is.
But we prove that it is possible.
Being with all of you again makes me feel how lucky i am to be part of the group.
I may not be close to everyone but still i respect them.
I may not understand their humor but still i listen and laugh.
I may not be always there in every celebration that they have but i do know that i am a friend.
I may not be a good friend to them but still they understand and forgive.
I thank Carlo for organizing an event like this.
I thank Joey for being patient and did a wonderful job of being a chef to us for 2 days.
I thank Daisy for the Pasalubong.
I thank Joan,Mhay and Luisa for bringing back old memories.
I thank Donald for the inspiration.hahaha.
And i thank Monica for inspiring me.She is indeed a fighter!In spite of what she is going through right now she still manage to make other people happy she is gifted with that. She makes me really happy i don't know if i'm just too shallow but every words or stories that she tells it's very humorous and it just comes natural to her.
Reunited also with other friends I'm sorry i can't name you all but i tag you randomly.
You will probably think how shallow and mushy this note is but it is how I'm feeling right now after all this is my blog.*_^
And the most important thing that i realize is that no one is greater than the other.All of us is very successful in our own way whenever if is being a employee or a housewife it doesn't matter as long as that we are a good provider for those people we love.
Wishing ang hoping for our continuous happiness and success and of course praying for Monica's recovery.
Till we see each other again guys!have a blessed life ahead!

zambales getaway

2010-04-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

Easter Sunday nothing to do so we decided to go to Zambales to unwind.
I'ts a 5 hours drive from Manila to Zambales i almost cursed the Victory Liner Bus because of the travel time.We decided to go to San Narciso instead of San Antonio because we assumed that most of the travelers are already in that area.We stayed at Crystal Beach Resort.
It's very relaxing and very peaceful place and hope to be back again there soon!

Makapiling ka by spongecola

2010-03-29T21:39:00.001-07:00

someone dedicate this song to me.
Just want to say thank you and goodluck!!*_^

lonely????????

2010-03-29T04:56:00.001-07:00

don't know why you are lonely right now but i know when you see Paricce pix it will lightens up your day.cheer up!!!!

Summer outing of MBA

2010-03-29T04:14:00.000-07:00

To all MBA members,we will have our summer outing this April there is no definite date but you can call Carlo for more details.

Paricce Recognition day pix

2010-03-29T04:08:00.000-07:00

to follow other pix.
Paricce received the best in Science,Most talented,inquisitive,thoughtful,energetic and to top it all 2nd Honor awards as well.I'm so proud of her.

I will(Take you Forever)

2010-03-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

This will be my wedding song...

I was a man who always played around at love
So quick to take but so afraid to give enough
But now I've found the one
And heaven will only know
What only my eyes can say
And time can't take away

I was a girl who trusted no one with my heart
And the dreams that young girls dream
Were just vanishing in the dark
But now I've found the one
And heaven will only know
What only my eyes can say
They say

That I will take you forever
And there will never be anyone else in my heart but you
And I will take you forever
And there will never be anyone else but you
Anyone else but you

Now my touch belongs to you
And I will always be your best friend
Now my secrets are safe with you
And the magic will never end
Now you are the one
And heaven will only know
What only our eyes can say
They say

Baguio

2010-03-22T21:18:00.000-07:00

Had a great time in Penagbenga Festival in Baguio i'ts one summer that i will never forget.

happy birthday Donald!!!!

2010-03-10T21:29:00.000-08:00

you'll always be my one and only crush(anu daw).*winks*
wishing you all the best in this world especially in your lovelife and singing career.no one can sing as good as you so keep it up!!!

and the champion is....

2010-01-31T19:14:00.000-08:00

of course paricce!
she is the over-all champion in the recently held foundation day last jan.29.
i'm so proud of her.she sang part of that world from the disney movie little mermaid.
here are some of her pics...

mot-mot's christening

2010-01-31T18:38:00.000-08:00

i'm so happy that i already renewed my relationship with albert and i'm happy that i finally met his current gf,leah.well,huli man ako na dumating last night masaya nman ako.;-)

happy birthday evereth!!!!

2010-01-31T18:19:00.001-08:00

happy birthday!!!wishing you all the happiness in this world.you know how much i love you and you are the dughter that i will never have but u are one of my best of friends that i will treasure forever in my life..
love you and i will always be here for you!*hugs and kisses*

head over feet...

2010-01-18T22:21:00.000-08:00

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

i hart this guy!!!!

2010-01-18T22:17:00.000-08:00

tpg result

2010-01-14T20:12:00.000-08:00

the agent will be back coming from his 3 days vacation and tom.will be his last day.

The customer made offensive remarks at the start of the call however, instead of courteously ending the call the rep did otherwise.

Agent: Hi this is ###### from Sprint I’d like to speak with Darrell Black
Customer: Who is it?
Agent: This is ######…am I speaking with Darrell Black?
Customer: Who is calling please?
Agent: Sprint ma’am your cell phone company
Customer: I can’t understand you
Agent: Just try to give him or her a callback thank you.
Customer: Is this Sprint?
Agent: Yes
Customer: Oh it’s Sprint.
Customer: Don’t be calling me no more coz I can’t understand you. When Sprint wants to get a hold of me tell them to get one that speaks English.
Agent: Oh sure…rep said something in a slur.
Customer: I can’t understand you.
Customer: Listen sir, if you want to speak to me get somebody that speaks English and call me.
Agent: Oh really, then what for?
Customer: Didn’t I just get to telling you that I can’t understand you. What you said don’t mean shit to me mister. I can’t understand you.
Agent: Oh you’re a shit okay.
Customer: What?
Agent: You mentioned sir you’re a shit.
Customer: I can’t understand you what are you trying to tell me?
Agent: uh we’re here to
Customer: What?
Agent: Well I’m not saying anything
Customer: Are you gonna give me something free? Are you gonna give me something free?
Agent: No not exactly sir…you have a balance of $254 sir.
Customer: Is my bill paid up?
Agent: No sir you’re two months delayed.
Customer: Do you understand I can’t understand a word that you are saying.
Agent: Well maybe you’re deaf. You have problem sir hearing.
Customer: I don’t understand you.
Agent: Oh really?
Customer: You called us before and we don’t understand you.
Agent: Oh maybe you have problem hearing sir. I don’t wanna listen.
Customer: Do you understand why?
Agent: No I don’t understand you sir.
Customer: Can you understand me?
Agent: No I can’t understand what you are saying sir. Speak English.
Customer: What I’m going to tell you sir is that I cannot understand you. Do you understand that?
Agent: Why so?
Customer: Do you understand? Do you understand that?
Agent: Hahaha..ah quite so.
Customer: Do you understand the fact that I don’t understand you?
Agent: I cannot understand you sir also.
Customer: Do you understand this?
Agent: Speak English sir… Can you please speak in English.
-Customer ended the call-

specials....

2009-12-13T03:14:00.000-08:00

just want to thank evereth,jhane,aileen,tina,donna,yay,angel,geehan,katch,ayna and those people who keep on texting us when we were at the hospital when paricce was suffering from dengue.

special thank's to ian.for always being there for me.for being a good listener,a good friend,my confidant and helping me out in all my troubles.i really appreciate everything that you've done to me.thank you very much!
i still owe you your xmas gift.hehehe.

eating my big sandwich at the pantry

2009-12-13T02:59:00.000-08:00

raisin bread with mayo and vienna sausage..hmmm..sarap!!!!

facebook

2009-12-02T03:43:00.000-08:00

one lesson learned today.
never post your sentiments about work in facebook!

tony and jackey

2009-11-28T04:26:00.000-08:00

just got my hair done at tony and jackey in sm marilao.good thing that they have a branch in marilao because i was really planning to get my haircut at sm annex.

merry christmas from paricce

2009-11-28T04:14:00.001-08:00

shopping with paricce

2009-11-28T04:12:00.001-08:00

goodbye sodexho

2009-11-28T04:09:00.000-08:00

ubos na!!!!!!!hehehe.

claudine barreto

2009-11-28T04:02:00.000-08:00

claudine signs a contract at gma 7.

last Wednesday, Barretto inked a 2-year contract with the Kapuso network at GMA Network Center. Reports said her parents accompanied her when she signed the deal.

Present during the contract signing were the network’s top executives, reports added.

This development came more than a month after she signed a two-film contract with Viva Films.

Barretto, a contract star of ABS-CBN for almost 17 years, was considered to be one of the biggest stars of the Kapamilya network.

well,goodluck to claudine in gma. starting today she should expect flop movies and tv shows in gma which she never experience in abs-cbn.

and imagine when angel locsin moved in abs-cbn there were so many bad publicity and press releases came from gma but when such big actress in abs-cbn moved in gma not even a single bad word they heard with abs-cbn that's how good being a kapamilya is.

link:
kapamilyaonesite.blogspot.com

enchanted kingdom and oceans adventure trip

2009-11-28T03:55:00.000-08:00

oceans adventure pix

enchanted kingdom pix

new moon mania

2009-11-21T17:05:00.000-08:00

The film starts with a pale-faced Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) standing in a woodland clearing, waving to her grandmother. From the shadows walks an even paler Edward Cullen (Robert Pattison), skin glittering in shining-shimmering splendor under the soft rays of sunlight. Ladies and gents, we have officially entered the cheesy world of Twilight.

Staying true to its prequel, the first 20 minutes feeds the audience with heaping servings of unadulterated cheese. I can’t help but laugh out loud amidst a smitten crowd of crazed fangirls when Edward Cullen, donning his trademark glare, utters the words, “You give me everything just by breathing.” And, like clockwork, the sentimental piano score booms from the background. I swear I can hear whimpers from the crowd as the two star-crossed lovers part ways. Forever, I hope.

Just when I am about to write the movie off as a slightly-polished twin of the first, the plot gets a much needed shot of adrenalin as we are introduced to a slew of new faces in the form of strapping young werewolves, shirtless throughout the movie, and an unearthly intimidating group of elite super vampires called the “Volturi.” The casting choices are perfect, treating the audience to a mix of notable stars and complete unknowns. The standout in this ensemble is a silent Dakota Fanning who plays Jane, a vampire whose demeanor is as fierce as her blood-red eyes.

I find it amazing how the Cullen family’s absence in 80% of the film flips the whole mood around. The skies are less drab, the songs less sentimental, and the exchange of lines less cringe-worthy. In this movie, the emotive vampire family plays second-fiddle to the alpha pack of werewolves and Jacob Black (Taylor Lautner). For a 17-year-old, Lautner surprisingly plays his part well, giving moderated doses of violence and tenderness to his character. His pairing with Bella, dare I say, is actually more believable than her hollow supernatural connection with Edward. The storyline becomes richer, its progression filling the voids left by the first flick.

The movie still does have its faults though, with several booboos in pivotal scenes; the most laughable one being the film’s climax set in Volterra, Italy where a desperate Edward strips down to his bare essentials, giving a massive crowd of people, not to mention the audience, a gag-inducing peep show of anemic skin and body glitter. I will refrain from narrating further as not to spoil the experience for any devout fangirl, but then again, the movie is lifted from a book so there’s nothing much to spoil. In any case, all the loopholes are negligible since viewers will be glued to the screen, voraciously consuming the clues and revelations being set up for the next big installment.

What makes New Moon way better than Twilight, aside from its seamless match cuts, clean camera work, fast-paced action sequences, and poignant background music, is the fact that it brings back the chilling gothic image of these creatures which is severely lacking in the first movie. This difference transforms this hormone-induced fantasy chick flick into a mildly palatable movie for all audiences.

http://www.spot.ph/2009/11/20/movie-review-new-moon-is-better-than-twilight/

what a week!

2009-11-19T21:33:00.001-08:00

mixed emotions this week!

i really felt so bad when i heard about jay and ate marilyn's case.
jay is one of the nicest person i ever met at team thety's and he really inspired me to give my best in every call.team thety's is not the same anymore without him.
ate marilyn is the closest friend i have in team fates.i'm pretty sure that i'm going to miss this girl.

on the other hand there are still things that makes me happy this week.
first,to see paricce picture at stream's spooktacular poster at our bulletin board in the office.there were lot's of kids who went on that event and i'm really happy that they choose to put paricce picture on the poster.
second,month to date last october i hit my goal 140% variance to goal.i am the only agent in team thety's who passed both ga and tpg goals.currently,i'm hitting my month to date goal i have almost 180% variance to goal as of nov. 19.
third,i was part of the top 5% sales agent.i ranked 106th agent among 2500 agents who are in diff. sales account in the company.it is one of the achievements that made me realize that i am indeed a good sales agent.
fourth,13 month this 27.yehey!!!! and of course i got my 5,000 gc from sodexho.
fifth,watched new moon with friends.
sixth,my last 2 days rest day for this year the next one will happen next year so good luck to my health.
i was so blessed this week even though there are things that makes me sad for a while i know god made a better way to compensate those bad things for a better one.

paricce pic in spooktacular event at stream

2009-11-19T21:19:00.000-08:00

pix

2009-11-15T16:08:00.000-08:00

late post of our pix...with henrik and ian

so in love with paricce

2009-11-15T16:01:00.000-08:00

paricce never fails to amaze me with her wit and talents.i woke up everyday with a paper flower on the side of the bed and a card that says mom i love you.i never imagine my life living without this sooper dooper kulit kid.

shift venus(dress-up day)

2009-11-15T15:54:00.000-08:00

sulat ni tatay at ni nanay

2009-11-15T15:53:00.000-08:00

a very touching letter.i hope when i grow old paricce will do the same for me.

anatomy of a call center agent

2009-11-15T15:49:00.000-08:00

- finished an actual course na di related sa job.

-the essential call center agent symbol,the deep eye bags.

-has forgotten what an actual traffic jam looks like and how it feels like to sit through one.

-for a tropical country,jackets are now necessary,lamig e.

-coffee reigns as king.

-lost his sense of time the moment training began.

-isa dito malamang naging sakit mo na:

sore throat,gastritis,high-blood,hypertension,hyperthyroidism,pneumonia.

- malamang wla kang ipon.kakabili ng gadgets,clothes and coffee!!!

-daig pa tambay sa kanto at mga party goers sa aga gumimik.8am pa lang nasa gimik na at umiinom.

and the most important of it all,if your looking for pressure you are on the right track.

(pressure ha,not pleasure!)

updates on jacque bermejo

2009-09-27T20:24:00.000-07:00

friend of jacque:
"I worked with her for almost a year. I sent her a message as soon as I read about her in FB and I feel sorry for her because she's a victim of a fraud FB account. She was crying on the phone and is now so afraid to go out because of all the hate messages she's been getting the whole day. I don't know how some people can find time to create a fake account just to damage another person. Mind you, Jacque and I are not that close but I feel the need to clear her name because I can just imagine how scared she is right now. Everybody hates her for a comment she never made."

Jacque Bermejo has attempted to commit suicide (from an anonymous tip. I cannot reveal the name) she has locked herself in her room, crying and sulking and no one has been able to contact her. Not even her relatives. Please let's give her a break, let's wait until she releases a statement

UPDATE: The Brother's Official Statement
ok! it all started sa Friendster last year 2008, my sister told me that her account was hacked by someone mad at her prolly inggit or may galit... she really doesn't know or what's the reason why she has been hacked, of corse she's pissed off because this person keeps messing up her friendster profile. So, hinayaan lang ng sister ko yun, since wala nmn xang alam sa social networking or kung ano man, she's a working woman na at wala xang panahon magfriendster.

Ngayon naman this issue has been spreading about her posting such harsh words:
"buti n lg am hir in dubai maybe so many sinners bak der!so year deerving wat happend!"

Ang ate ko hindi ganyan kung magenglish, edukada sister ko at nag graduate sa UP. We came from a PROVINCE and part of a political family. Hindi basta basta si ate jack magpopost na magsisira sa family name namin. Dumaan din kami sa hirap, at for your information binagyo din ang lugar namin, TATLONG BESES. Why in the world will my ate as a filipino disgrace our family and citizen, sana po wag muna kayo manghusga.

Hintayin lang po sana ung explaination, for she doesn't have internet nor load right now, its around 3am-4am at dubai, and I have hard times contacting her myself.

Kung sino ka man gumagamit ng pangalan ng ate ko, mahahannap ka din ng mga bermejo.

UPDATE:

People, Jacque's representatives will be going to the NBI at ten this morning. Her brother will be issuing a statement in a few hours.

www.thegossiper.typepad.com

jacque bermejo's stupid shoutout in facebook

2009-09-27T20:02:00.000-07:00

bagyong ondoy

2009-09-27T05:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday,i was sick and spent the whole day sleeping inside my room.the only time that i get up from my bed was to eat and to pee of course.feeling ko ang sarap matulog kasi ang lakas ng ulan saka malamig,no need for aircon's or electric fan at all.
mga 1 or 2 pm nagbrown-out maybe bec. sa lakas nga ng ulan.
4 pm,i woke up bec.maingay.
paglabas ko to my surprised ang daming tao and ang gulo!yung mga gamit and clothes nila nakatambak sa sala namin and daming kids and people din(neighbors).i asked my brother what happened sabi nya sakin tingnan mo kaya sa labas hanggang bewang na yung baha.when i looked down nyek! ang taas na ng baha.ok wala lang deadma lang natulog lang ulit ako.
mga 2 am may nareceive akong text from ian,one of my friend who lives in marikina.he mentioned that he was in his aunt's house.he mentioned if i was interested of buying a stainless ref just for 250 pesos kasi binibenta nila kunin ko na lang daw sa marikina river.e di ko masyado naabsorb yung sinasabi nya i don't know if it's a joke or what,i just realized that it was a joke when he said na pati aircon nila for sale na rin for 20 pesos lang pero he was not sure kung andun pa sa river yun.what the fuck!nakuha nya pa magjoke!then i texted him and asked him kung ok ba sya and yung family nya,currently they were staying at his aunt's house in katipunan nga good thing nothing bad happens to them.
morning i received a lot of text coming from my friends and asking me how i was,maybe they forgot na 2 storey yung house namin.then i realized to text some of my friends na alam ko na binabaha din yung mga house.naawa ako dun sa isang friend ko na nagwowork sa isang restaurant.3:30 ang out nya sa work sa sta.maria bulacan sya umuuwi.nakauwi sya sa kanila ng 9am ng morning dahil walang madaanan papunta sa kanila lubog na sa baha and to top it all nilakad nya mula marilao up to bocaue exit sa nlex kahapon ganun kagrabe nilakad nya.tsk.tsk.tsk.
nagkakuryente na samin ng 11 am.dun ko na narealized yung aftermath nung typhoon ondoy.grabe!nakakakilabot yung mga pinsala na ginawa nya.all aspects of life naapektuhan,rich and poor,ordinary people and famous artist,old and young,as in lahat affected!
sa mga sakuna na ganito dito natin napapatunayan yung pagiging pilipino natin,bayanihan system kumbaga.ang daming mga taong nagdodonate,nagvovolounteer ng service nila,tumutulong sa abot ng makakaya nila.and this time issues about politics,competitions or rivalries bet.2 networks or other people,away isinantabi muna bec.what important is to help those people in need.
even some famous foreign stars share their sentiments regarding sa sakuna na ito like actress demi moore and alyssa milano and the singer josh groban.
madami ng sakuna na nalampasan ng mga pilipino.alam ko is lang ito sa mga sakuna na malalampasan natin because survivors tayong mga pilipino,lahat kakayanin natin.pero sabi nga sa news kanina it's not also about the material things that is important sa mga people na naapektuhan ng bagyo kundi yung rebuilding din nung life nila mula sa pagkakashock sa pangyayaring ito.let's all pray for those people na marescue na at makasurvive sa disaster na ito.

Please contact the following to donate a help. It could be a food, clothing, school supplies or anything that is useful on this time. Please action now!!
* Disaster Emergency Hotlines: 911-1873, 912-5296, 912-2665
* Bureau of Fire Protection (NCR): 7295166, 4106254, 4138859, 4071230
* Makati City Rescue: 186, 8958243
* Marikina City Rescue: 6462436
* Brgy San Antonio, Pasig Rescue: 6310099
* Quezon City Rescue: 161
* Disaster Management Office: 5270000 loc 134
* Philippine National Red Cross: 09209527268, 5270000, 143, 9111876
* National Disaster Coordinating Council: 912-5668. 9111406, 9122665, 9115061,
9111873, 9111906, 9120984, 9122665, 9123046, 9125296, 9125668
* Citizens Disaster Response Center: 9299820, 9299822
* PAGASA: 433-8526
* ABS-CBN Bagyong Ondoy Hotline: 4163641
* Manny Villar Hotline: 09172414864, 09276751981, 09174226800
* Dick Gordon Hotline: 09178997898, 0938444BOYS – please text FULL ADDRESS
* Meralco: 09175592824, 09209292824
* Rubberboat requests: 838-3203, 838-3354
* Dumptruck requests: 09174226800, 09276751981

breaks my heart by monica

2009-09-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

Hey, yeah...
Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah
Hey, yeah
Oh...oh...oh...oh...
Oh, yeah
Oh...oh...

When i think of what i've done, all the pain that i've brought
baby, you should've walked out on me
And when i turned away from you, whenever there were hard times
How could you still be with me

And it was no mistake, when i hurt you that day
And went out with somebody new
But still you forgave me like it was so easy
I should've been BETTER TO you

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin me is not easy to do
And i dont mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein' your girl

Never gave you my heart, cause i never thought
you deserved any of me
I never told you how i felt, when deep inside i knew that
You're really what i need

And i always gave you up whenever i thought
Something better'd come along
And right when i come back, you're waiting for me
And you welcome me home

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin me's not easy to do
And i don't mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein' your girl

And if it takes my whole life
I'll make it up to you
'Cause i've been so cruel
And you've given your love to me in spite of everything
I-I don't deserve you

From this day forward, I'm truly yours
it took me a while to see
That we were meant for one another
Thank you for loving me

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin' me's not easy to do
And i don't mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes i put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein' your girl

Baby, it breaks my heart
To think that lovin' me is not so easy to do
And I don't mean to make it hard
Sorry for all the changes I put you through

And it's hard to believe after everything
You're still here right beside me
Wouldn't trade you for this whole world
Thankful just bein' your girl

Da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da
Oh, I...I...I...
Da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da

rated k

2009-09-21T01:59:00.001-07:00

A LETTER TO MANAGEMENT AND TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE TOLD ME OF THEIR KNOWLEDGE REGARDING THE FACEBOOK ATTACKS OF RG CRUZ AGAINST KORINA SANCHEZ

From Korina Sanchez

I thought, not too long but hard, about writing this letter about someone who I supposedly work with but hardly know — someone who, should I see along our company corridors, I probably wouldn’t even recognize. While some characters would sit back, relax and ignore the nuances and irritants of daily living, some characters such as mine are the types who would see and know, by experience if I may add, that evil prospers when good men do nothing. While there is wisdom in silence, there is nobility to be found in response and courage — as foolish as some might think these to be, given specific circumstances.

Such was my thought process when I decided to write this letter. As inconsequential to my universe as someone, whose opinion I do not care about at all, is — there is something to be said here and something to consider. It is for the greater good among us who, fortunately or unfortunately, have to work with each other in ABS-CBN for, precisely, the greater good.

I received the calls and texts to me from longtime co-workers and colleagues at the station recently. They say, “Ma’am, do you know what RG Cruz has been posting on his Facebook against you? Why is the company allowing this? How could he say such things? Do you have some war going on with him?”, the person at the other end of the line sounded so urgent. This is the 3rd person to tell me of the Facebook entries by an RG Cruz within a few days about a “First Lady wannabe …who would eventually be a bad spouse…a queen in her head without a crown… ” and some. We have copies of all of the RG Cruz entries on his Facebook. Suffice it to say that the tirades against who Cruz eventually admitted was Korina Sanchez were as creative as creativity can many times be

Borne of spite and utter, utter hatred. It reminds me of the creativity of serial killers from history. Jack the Ripper for instance — who kept the English police guessing and following and analyzing each way the pattern was kept alive with each of his dead, mangled victims.

I thought hard, “RG Cruz? RG Cruz…Oh…RG Cruz, oh that RG Cruz”. He always wears a long coat much like Keanu Reeves in the movie Matrix. I once thought it to be cute and fantasized my fiancé Mar in one of those wondering, “Hmmm, maybe this outfit would do it for him and give an extra 5 percentage points in the surveys”. Alas, we always have the same reaction to every idea — it is ability, track record, integrity, honesty, diligence, intelligence, compassion and vision that should bring an aspirant to his rightful place in history — stupid. Not long coats!

Back to RG Cruz. Yes, I remember now. RG is the cute little young guy who I actually kind of like. I thought from his outfit and from watching one anchoring job he did in ANC that this guy has character. We would often walk by each other going different directions in company corridors late at night when I anchor Bandila. Many of those times I try to catch his glimpse to smile but, for some reason, he always has his head down or he would look some other direction. Half of that time maybe it was I looking down and at other directions. In short, and as astonishing as it apparently is, I don’t really know nor have interacted or worked, nor do I ever remember having had conversation with Mr. RG Cruz. And I do not know where his concentrated anger targeted towards me is coming from.

Skin off my nose. He doesn’t count. But here is where we learn some things, yes, even in instances that should seem not matter. Sad as it is, it is not surprising that, in my experience of more than 20 years of work in the company, there may always be someone like RG Cruz who will just be the way they are without rhyme or reason. There have been many batches before RG that I have seen, suffered and survived. I guess he represents his batch. My advice is, ignore. And then, when you feel it has become too much, report to our superiors. If the regulations and the law warrants, push for management action, even a sanction, even a lawsuit.

Logic dictates that, just as we are all bound by regulations and ethics regarding how we relate and treat each other within the company, these parameters encompass treatment of each other that is public, evident, attestable. Facebook, designed as it may be for “friends”, is essentially public. Slanderous comments are, arguably, considered published. “Blind item” lawsuits have been won in Philippine courts as well. As long as more than a certain number of people can identify, without a doubt, the unnamed victim of slander and character assassination, the offense is actionable.

I, by the way, do not understand why Mr. Cruz would bother to not mention my cherished name in his attacks against me when he outright named another company talent, Mr. Willie Revillame, and attacked him as well.

In the interest of sound policy covering such misdemeanors to protect its employees and talents and maintain the civility required of us all to achieve company goals — as painlessly as humanly possibly — I have inquired with management and have urged them to take a closer look at the cyberworld as public domain and which is a potent instrument for destruction and unwarranted personal aggravation of its victims, especially in the hands of co-employees.

Lastly, but most importantly. It has been almost 6 days since Sen. Mar Roxas’ abdication of position of standard bearer of the Liberal Party of the Philippines to endorse Sen. Noynoy Aquino as party candidate for the Presidency of the Republic. I’ve seen it and felt it for myself: it is the easiest thing to have an ambition, calculate and run for office. It is the most difficult to want to serve, calculate, invest and then give way. Until you see and be, it would be a task for any jaded journalist to imagine.

The overwhelming outpour of love, grief, disagreement with the decision, admiration and emulation which followed Sen. Roxas’ example has carved a niche for his good name in Philippine history books this early in his life in public service and governance. I would like to thank many of you who have called to say how they’ve admired Mar’s sacrifice. To those who challenge the integrity of Mar’s sacrifice and may dismiss it as expediency I invite you to a chat as I might enlighten you on things you might not be fully informed about or aware of. I give special thanks to Ted Failon, Julius and Tintin Babao, the people of DZMM News, Joelet Reyes, the other staff of Bandila, Ging Reyes and Charie Villa, Ms. Cory Vidanes and our President Charo S. Concio for their kind and generous words.

Many of us in the news business have often thought, felt that we are as big or powerful as those we cover. Our indifference and sarcasm say so. And too many times I have, myself, dismissed acts of greatness and sacrifice as just “one of those things”. Having taken this long a leave of absence from my years of work in broadcast for the first time and finding myself participant in something so important to this country, its people and its future I now see even more clearly how small and insignificant each of us is in the much bigger picture affecting 90 million lives. That is, until we think, act, speak and, most of all, do something to become the difference, make a difference for the good and become … bigger. Or do something or nothing to make us even smaller, more insignificant. We might as well just disappear.

So to you, RG Cruz, I say, I hope that — as your Facebook entry narrated — as you were “eating chocolate” and indulging your gastronomical cravings while events at Club Filipino on the 2nd of September 2009 were unfolding and all you could think of and delight in, as written in your Facebook, are your cruel attacks, pettiness, inanities and insensitivities to the sacrifice of others and, horror of horrors, make these public — you will, henceforth, attempt to save yourself from the very real prospect of disappearing, leaving this world without a trace, no better and even worse than when you found it.

By the way, did you know that Jack the Ripper loved chocolates, too? Look it up.

KORINA

“P.S. I have attached an interesting article written by Ms. Solita Monsod – which I highly recommend for your reading. I encourage you to pass this letter to anyone at the office or outside who may had read RG Cruz’ attacks against me and my name as a matter of defense of my character and reputation. Thank you very much.”

happy birthday marky!

2009-09-20T01:29:00.001-07:00

It is a nice feeling to have known a gold hearted person like you in
whom I respected so much. Whose presence around has always been a
source of joy and happiness not only for me but for the whole team as well.Wishing you all the fun and excitement that only birthdays can bring, Happy Birthday!
and also congratulations for being the new coach of shift clymene.God bless and take care.

thank you for this week...

2009-09-20T01:04:00.000-07:00

i had a great week.
Monday,spent the whole time sleeping.to revive all the energy that i spent from last week and also as one way of taking care of myself.
Tuesday,spent time with paricce.we enjoyed shopping for her clothes and shoes.we even saw her godfather who is the part owner of BUCKCAROOS a newly opened restaurant at sm fairview(and they also had a branch in ortigas) we ate there for free...nice food and ambiance.i really like the uniform of the staffs which is cowboy style.yeehah!!!
and also i spent 500 pesos for paricce rides in storyland it was one to sawa rides for her,after she finished all the rides i didn't realize that i should bought the ride all you can ticket instead to save money.haist,anyways what matters to me is that i spent one quality day for my daughter and i made her happy for that day.
Wednesday,god's blessing first day of work i got 3 sales and ate marilyn got 5.we were the top team of the day!
Thursday,i only had 1 sale.special thanks to ate Marilyn's callback,if not for her i wouldn't have a sale.
Friday,i got 2 sale.haist,it was so difficult for this day for me.i had a hard time pitching and god bless me for what i did.(huh!what's thah?secret!slamming!!!!hahahaha.)
we bought donuts courtesy of ate marilyn.again he was fooled by katch,hihihi.
Saturday,got 3 sale.thank you god.
Sunday,got 2 sales,again thanks to ate marilyn.after work we ate our launch in glorietta with marky,nyles,jannete,cham2x,ate marilyn and tl addie.i heard the good and badbews as well but as we all know that nothing is permanent in ths world but changes.

well,to wrap it up.thank you lord for the everyday guidance.ever since i started calling i never failed to have commissions every week.thank you very much for that!
thank you to ate marilyn for the help and guidance.
congratulations to marky and good luck to tl addie.
again thank you god for all the wonderful changes that your doing specially to my life.

happy birthday jhane!

2009-09-15T23:16:00.000-07:00

happy birthday!wish you all the best things in this world.grl,bata ka pa marami ka pang mapagdadaan basta lagi ko saung sinasabi na wag mong iintindihin sasabihin ng iba sau,kung credible yung tao pde pa pero kung kakadiri nman yung pagkatao at nagma...malinis sa buhay,grl magtanong ka na lang sa beggar baka mas totoo pa sila kesa dun sa tao na yun.haist,naalala ko na nman...
nweiz,dito lang ako sau parati,iintindi at papatulan mga kabaliwan mo.hehehe.mommy mo pa rin ako at kung si katch lang iyong-iyo na.hehehe.love you jhane.happy birthday!

paricce report card

2009-09-14T00:22:00.000-07:00

so proud of you paricce.keep it up!

paricce new pics

2009-09-14T00:05:00.000-07:00

letting go

2009-09-13T21:56:00.000-07:00

Letting go into who you really are is the greatest gift you can give the world. As you let go of problems, judgments, resentments, and most importan

antly, all the beliefs and messages that are not your highest truth, you become free to express your authentic self with others and share your true gifts with the world.

Imagine a world where all the people have let go of their old baggage - past conditioning, limiting programming, judgments and resentments - and they are light, loving, accepting and joyful. Imagine the connection between people and the synergy within groups, communities and nations.

Letting go involves releasing the past and starting fresh in the present moment. It means trusting that you are more than your roles, beliefs and stories. Many are reluctant to let go because they fear they will have nothing left. They cling to problems, unhealthy situations, and outworn roles and relationships because it feels safe in its familiarity. They don’t know who they are underneath. They haven’t experienced their true, authentic Self bursting with energy, waiting to express its true nature in the world.

So how does one touch into this state of freedom where they can be themselves, uninhibited, light and joyful? By letting go, bit by bit. By first noticing where they hold on, where they resist, and where they struggle, and then slowly, gently, releasing the hold and embracing what’s underneath.

Practice Letting Go
Get into the habit of letting go of stress, tension, problems, the past, resentments, false beliefs and anything that limits you from feeling free in life. Spend at least 5 minutes each day at the beginning, middle or end of your day with your eyes closed, centered within, doing the following letting go practices.

♦ Focus on simply letting go of your breath. Let your breath fill your lungs naturally and then focus on the breath leaving your lungs. Notice the release, feel the relief. Notice how naturally your lungs refill. Letting go of your breath doesn’t mean you stop breathing, it allows life to continue flowing.

♦ Let go of stress and tension. Notice any tension in your body - where are you holding? Simply let go of holding and watch the tension release. Scan your whole body to find another place where you are holding and continue letting go until your whole body is relaxed.

♦ Let go of thinking. Listen to your thoughts and then let them go. Watch as they arise, let them pass through, and then tune into the spaciousness that surrounds them and the stillness behind them.

♦ Let go of resentments. Carrying resentments around is like carrying someone else’s baggage on your back. If there’s nothing useful for you in the luggage, why carry it around? Notice any judgments or resentments you have towards yourself or others and imagine placing them on the ground. Feel the relief from doing this. Now imagine walking away into freedom.

♦ Let go of old stories. What stories do you keep retelling that locks you into repeating them in your life? Be willing to explore the depth and expansiveness of who you are underneath past roles and stories. Imagine taking them off like a piece of clothing or stepping out and away from them like leaving a room. Tune into who you are without your stories.

♦ Let go of limiting beliefs. What beliefs hold you back from expressing yourself and living your life freely? Bring them to your awareness so you can let them go. Dig deep into the core beliefs such as not being good enough, not having love, not being big enough and so on. Look at these beliefs and know they are just untrue messages in your space. Be willing to release them and discover your truth underneath.

creating-sunlightAs you practice letting go your body will be more energized, your mind more peaceful and your soul free to shine through and light your way in life.

Are you ready to let go?

how to be happy?

2009-09-13T21:43:00.000-07:00

Many people expect someone else to make them happy or blame others for ruining their happiness. And many wait until they have the perfect mate, ideal job, or a certain amount of money in the bank before they allow for the experience of happiness.

Happiness doesn’t come from anything external; it’s an inside job. Healthy relationships, fulfilling work and constant cash flow can add to one’s happiness, but they don’t cause it; it’s the other way around. Being happy creates a positive attitude which leads to creating and attracting positive experiences in life. Why would a truly happy person attract a negative partner, work in an unfulfilling job or sabotage their finances?

Choosing to be happy is a committed decision. It means letting go of negativity, limiting beliefs, and victimhood mentality, and instead choosing to bring acceptance and joy to every encounter and circumstance.
How to be Happy in Life

Choose to be happy. Try the following suggestions as a way to cultivate inner happiness, which will ripple into the rest of your life.

* Let go of unrealistic expectations and judgments. Expecting yourself, others or situations to fit your ideal is asking for disappointment. And judging yourself or others sucks the happiness right out of life. Practice self-acceptance along with accepting others and circumstances as they are. This will immediately bring relief and allow inner happiness to bubble forth.
* Don’t take things personally. It’s easy to let others bring you down when you take what they say or do personally. Remember that each person has their own story to write and drama to act out, which has more to do with them than anything else.
* Focus on the positive. Every situation has its pros and cons. Focusing on the negative triggers frustration, anger, hopelessness and, over time, even depression. Release negativity, stop worrying, and choose to focus on what’s going well, what’s working, and what you enjoy about another person or situation. This will magnify the positive and attract more of it.
* Let go of victimhood and own your power. Feeling done-by, done-to or just plain done is a form of victimhood where a person gives their power away to others and circumstances. Instead, focus on the lessons and gifts arising from difficult situations and own your power to create the life you want.
* Set your intention to be happy. Setting a goal, deciding on a path and taking action brings a person much closer to what they desire. The same goes for happiness; choosing to be happy, deciding what steps to take, and following through with action will lead to it.

What will you do today, tomorrow and for the rest of your life to be happy? As you develop inner happiness, it will be easier to find external ways to be even happier.

Read more: http://personaldevelopment.suite101.com/article.cfm/how_to_be_happy#ixzz0R74WUd15

paricce and me

2009-09-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

my phi family at tboy marilao

2009-09-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

pc of junk by hannah

2009-09-13T19:12:00.000-07:00

a foggy afternoon,
rain dropping like a scream.
As my heart beating in pain.
My memory shouting for your name.

As i cherished the days we were together,
I could not help but gave thanks to the Giver.
For once He had given me a chance.
To love;to love you at once.

Like leaves of the tree in Autumn
We fly away from each other arms.
My only prayer to the creator
He will guide and bless you well.

May happiness grant unto you always,
May our memories be the strength,
For a new story we will be creating,
As my journey with you is about to end.

Let me take care of you somewhere else,
In a place where you will be mine alone,
Here from the deep of my being.
Deep inside I'll keep you forever.
this is my silent goodbye..

linggo ng wika pics of paricce

2009-09-03T04:36:00.000-07:00

happy birthday pam!!!

2009-09-03T04:35:00.000-07:00

you are the smartest person i ever known...
whoever i am now i owe it all to you.you inspire me to do the things that i never do,you were my strength when i was down and you were the only person who believes in my capabilities as a person.
paricce and i loves you so much and whatever happens we will always be here for you.
we love you and happy birthday.

with friends....

2009-08-29T02:48:00.000-07:00

gilligans trinoma aug.30 with rome,our shift mgr. tl shell,owen,tl arlen,katch,maui,jade and belle.

eto yung pix na naisahan ni katch c rome.(hehehe)nagluch kaming apat c rome,katch,tin and me sa robinsons pioneer.(photos taken inside rome's car,nung kinukuha ni katch yung 100 pesos nmin ni tin.)

your the best mom

2009-08-27T03:48:00.001-07:00

i was so touched when paricce told me that i was the best mom in the whole world.for someone who is young as her i never thought that she will appreciate all the things that i do to her.although i knew that bec. of work i sacrificed so many things as a mother to her and by helping her with her assignments,cooking food for her and spending time with her during weekends are the only things that i can do as of the moment.but paricce maybe felt how much i love her,that everything that i do now is for her and i'm really glad how she returned that love back to me.she inspires me to work more and she taught me to be patient.paricce i love you so much and i'm very thankful to god that you are my daughter.
love you baby...

etelecare and stream global solutions

2009-08-22T19:40:00.000-07:00

BOSTON and MANILA, Philippines -

- Creates a Global BPO Services Company Approaching US$1 Billion in Projected Revenue in 2010 and Approximately 30,000 Combined Employees

Stream Global Services, Inc., (Amex: OOO), and EGS Corp., the indirect parent company of eTelecare Global Solutions, Inc., jointly announced today that they have entered into a definitive agreement to combine in a stock-for-stock exchange. As a result, the current Stream and EGS Corp. stockholders will own approximately 57.5% and 42.5%, respectively, of the combined entity. The Board of Directors and principal stockholders of both Stream and EGS Corp. have unanimously approved the combination. They include Ares Management LLC and certain founding Stream stockholders representing 90.2% of the Stream’s outstanding shares as of the date of the signing of the Share Exchange Agreement, as well as EGS Corp.’s owners LiveIt Investments Ltd., a wholly owned subsidiary of Ayala Corporation, and Providence Equity Partners LLC, who together own 100% of EGS Corp.

The combined company, which will retain the Stream Global Services name, will have approximately 30,000 employees located throughout 50 solution centers in North America, Europe, the Philippines, Latin America, India, the Middle East and Africa. The combination creates a global business process outsourcing (BPO) company with a diversified Fortune 1000 customer base, a very experienced executive team, a comprehensive BPO services portfolio, and complementary businesses with technical and product leadership across a wide range of industries, including the technology, retail, entertainment, media telecommunications and financial service sectors. The combined company will draw upon the broad range of service strengths of each business’s integrated service offerings that range from sales and revenue generation to customer care and technical support, as well as warranty services. It is estimated that the combined enterprise would have annual revenues approaching US$1 billion for the year ending December 31, 2010.

Scott Murray will continue to be the Chairman and Chief Executive Officer of the company following the close of the combination. Alfredo I. Ayala, eTelecare’s Chairman, will become the Non-Executive Vice Chairman of the Board of Directors of Stream Global Services and will remain the Non-Executive Chairman of the company’s Philippine entity. Of the ten members on the new Board of Directors, Ares will appoint three directors and one independent director, and Ayala and Providence will together also appoint three directors and one independent director. The remaining two directors will be Mr. Murray and a third independent director, who will also be the Chairman of the Audit Committee. Stream’s corporate headquarters will continue to be in the Boston area in Wellesley, MA following the closing. Ares, Ayala (through its wholly owned company LiveIt) and Providence Equity will own approximately 45.5%, 25.5% and 17.0% respectively, of the combined company. Stream’s Chairman and Chief Executive Officer, Scott Murray, will own approximately 5% of the combined company.

“This combination brings together two great businesses that are extremely complementary,” said Stream’s Chairman and Chief Executive Officer, Scott Murray. “Since its inception, the vision for Stream Global Services has been to be a highly differentiated BPO provider that offers our clients services designed to promote and build their brands and customer loyalty, while maintaining an efficient cost model. This combination enables us to fulfill our vision by leveraging eTelecare’s strength in the Philippines, where it is a market leader and has approximately 10,000 employees and its depth in service offerings and client diversity.” Mr. Murray went on to say; “I am particularly pleased to have the opportunity to work closely with Ares, Providence Equity and Ayala as strategic and long-term investors to help our management team build a multi-billion dollar revenue company in the future that offers an integrated BPO service strategy on a global basis.”

John Harris, President and Chief Executive Officer of eTelecare said, “This is a very exciting time in the evolution of eTelecare to be able to deliver a truly global service offering for our clients. This combination fulfills our strategic vision of extending our delivery capability throughout Europe, Asia and Latin America. The eTelecare team is extremely excited about joining Stream to create a leading global BPO company.”

Mr. Ayala, Chairman of eTelecare and CEO of LiveIt, Ayala Corp.’s BPO holding company, said, “Ayala Corporation believes that this combination creates a global BPO company that is one of the preeminent service providers in the industry and uniquely positioned to deliver a full range of market leading solutions to our clients. The combination also underscores our belief that the Philippines is playing an increasingly critical role in the outsourcing strategies of global clients, due to its many advantages. We look forward to working with Scott and his team to create value over the long-term for our clients, employees and stockholders.”

As a result of this combination, Stream Global Services expects to:

- Generate projected revenues approaching US$1 billion for the year ending December 31, 2010. The combined company will also have a strong balance sheet to allow it to make future investments in technologies, new service offerings for its clients and new geographic locations such as China, Brazil and Japan. - Be a top tier global BPO provider by extending its presence to 50 global solution centers with operations in North America, Europe, the Philippines, India, Latin America, Middle East and Africa. - Broaden its services offerings to include a full portfolio of sales and revenue generation, warranty management, customer loyalty and brand management, customer care, technical support as well as customer life cycle management. - Expand and diversify its blue chip client base across multiple vertical markets. - Extend the company’s reach into new industry segments such as financial services, retail and consumer products. In addition, the combination will significantly expand our market share in the technology, telecommunications and broadband industries. - Maintain strong financial sponsorship from Ares Management LLC, Providence Equity Partners LLC and Ayala Corporation - institutions that collectively manage over US$50 billion in investments. - Leverage the combined company’s investment in technology in order to provide the highest level of business performance and enhance operating efficiencies in the business. - Create a strong platform for future growth in geographies, service offerings and market segments. The company will continue to be one of the premier providers of sales and revenue generation, customer care, technical support and warranty service offerings in the industry. - Be led by a very experienced group of management executives with a proven track record of creating value for clients, employees and stockholders. - Create significant new and exciting career advancement and opportunities for our employees around the world.

Upon the closing of the combination, in accordance with the terms of Stream’s existing Series A and Series B Preferred Stock held by Ares, the Series A and Series B Preferred Stock will be converted on closing into approximately 35 million Common shares, including the issuance of approximately 9 million Common shares that become due from acceleration of future dividends over the remaining term of the Preferred Stock. The 7.5 million of Stream’s existing warrants currently held by Ares, with a strike price of US$6.00 per warrant and exercisable until 2018, will be exchanged on closing for 1.0 million Common shares. All of the Common Stock held by Ares, including shares issued in connection with the Preferred Stock conversion, dividend acceleration and warrant exchange, are included in the 57.5% ownership in the combined company to be held by the predecessor Stream stockholders immediately following the closing of the combination. Following the closing of the combination, Stream will have approximately 80 million Common shares outstanding and all Preferred Stock will have been converted to Common shares.

The stockholders agreement, which will be effective upon closing, grants Ares, Providence Equity and Ayala pre-emptive rights to acquire 50 million shares of Stream’s Common Stock at US$6 per share that become exercisable on to the extent that any of our publicly traded warrants (NYSE/AMEX:OOO.WS) are exercised for US$6 per warrant into Common shares. The pre-emptive rights expire when Stream’s public warrants are no longer exercisable after October 17, 2011. The number of pre-emptive rights decline ratably as the number of public warrants outstanding decline. Stream has approximately 20.1 million public warrants outstanding as of July 31, 2009.

The transaction is subject to customary closing conditions, including the submission of an information statement with the Securities & Exchange Commission and normal regulatory approvals including clearance under the Hart-Scott-Rodino Antitrust Improvements Act. As the requisite majority of stockholders of each company have approved the issuance of shares in the combination of Stream with EGS Corp., the combination will not require further approvals of any other stockholders of either Stream or EGS Corp. The transaction is expected to close in September 2009.

Stone Key Partners LLC served as financial advisor to Stream. Stream’s legal advisor in the transaction was Wilmer Hale LLP and Proskauer Rose LLP served as legal advisor to Ares. EGS’s financial advisor was Morgan Stanley & Co., Incorporated and its legal advisor was Weil, Gotshal & Manges LLP.

Contact Information: Stream Global Services, Inc. Karen Falcone Vice President of Marketing karen.falcone@stream.com +1-781-304-1800 eTelecare Global Solutions, Inc. Mark Skoog Director of Marketing mark.skoog@etelecare.com +1-480-707-5414

About Stream Global Services:

Stream Global Services is a premium provider of customer care and business process outsourcing (BPO) services for the brand-driven Fortune 1000. A global firm, with more than 16,000 employees based out of 35 service centers in 20 countries, Stream is a trusted advisor to some of the largest technology, retail, entertainment/media, telecommunications and related companies in the world. Its service programs, including technical support, sales services, customer retention and revenue generation, are delivered through very disciplined processes used by a highly skilled workforce. Stream continues to expand its global presence and service offerings to increase brand loyalty, revenue and business performance for organizations across the globe. To learn more about the company and its complete service offerings, please visit www.stream.com.

About eTelecare:

eTelecare Global Solutions is a leading provider of business process outsourcing (BPO) services focusing on the complex, voice and non-voice based segment of customer care services. The company provides a range of services, including technical support, customer service, sales, customer retention, chat and email from both onshore and offshore locations. Services are provided from delivery centers in the Philippines, United States, Nicaragua, and South Africa. Additional information is available at www.etelecare.com.

About Ayala Corporation:

Ayala was founded in 1834 and is the holding company of one of the largest and most diversified business groups in the Philippines, with interests in real estate, financial services, telecommunications, electronics, and information technology. LiveIt Investments is its holding company in the BPO sector, with significant holdings in eTelecare, Integreon and Affinity Express. Additional information is available at www.ayala.com.ph.

About Ares Management:

Ares Management is an SEC-registered investment adviser and alternative asset manager with total committed capital under management of approximately US$29 billion as of June 2009. With complementary pools of capital in private equity, private debt and capital markets, Ares Management has the ability to invest across all levels of a company’s capital structure - from senior debt to common equity - in a variety of industries in a growing number of international markets. The Ares Private Equity Group has a proven track record of partnering with high quality, middle-market companies and creating value with its flexible capital such as Stream Global Services, Inc. Other notable current investments include General Nutrition Centers, Inc., Hanger Orthopedic Group, Inc. and Maidenform Brands, Inc.. The firm is headquartered in Los Angeles with approximately 250 employees and professionals located across the United States and Europe. For more information, visit the Ares website at www.aresmgmt.com.

About Providence:

Providence Equity Partners is the leading global private equity firm specializing in equity investments in media, entertainment, communications and information companies around the world. The principals of Providence manage funds with approximately US$22 billion in equity commitments and have invested in more than 100 companies operating in over 20 countries since the firm’s inception in 1989. Significant investments include Aditya Birla Telecom, Bresnan Broadband Holdings, Casema, Com Hem, Digiturk, Education Management Corporation, eircom, Freedom Communications, Hulu, Idea Cellular, Kabel Deutschland, Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer, NexTag, Ono, Open Solutions, PanAmSat, ProSiebenSat.1, Recoletos, TDC, Univision, VoiceStream Wireless, Warner Music Group, Western Wireless and Yankees Entertainment and Sports Network. Providence is headquartered in Providence, RI (USA) and has offices in New York, Los Angeles, London, Hong Kong and New Delhi. Additional information is available at www.provequity.com.

Safe Harbor. This press release contains forward-looking statements made pursuant to the safe harbor provisions of the Private Securities Litigation Reform Act of 1995, including forward-looking statements regarding our business expectations and objectives. These statements are neither promises nor guarantees, but involve risks and uncertainties that could cause actual results to differ materially from those set forth in the forward-looking statements, including, without limitation, risks relating to our ability to maintain and win additional client business, continue to maintain our operating performance and margin expansion, continue to have sufficient capital to grow and maintain our business, retain our management team and effectively operate a global franchise across multiple jurisdictions plus other risks detailed in our filings with the SEC, including those discussed in the Company’s quarterly report filed with the SEC on Form 10-Q for the quarter ended June 30, 2009.

Source: Stream Global Services, Inc.

team fates!!!

2009-08-22T19:37:00.000-07:00

trip back to memory lane

2009-08-16T17:41:00.000-07:00

Noong ikaw ay bata pa, Nagawa mo ba ang mga ito?

1. Kumakain ka ba ng aratilis?

2. Nagpipitpit ng gumamela para gawing soapy bubbles na hihipan mo sa binilog na tanggkay ng walis tingting?

3. Pinipilit ka ba matulog ng nanay mo pag hapon at di ka papayagan maglaro pag di ka natulog?

4. Marunong ka magpatintero, saksak puso, langit-lupa, teleber-teleber, luksong tinik?

5. Malupit ka pag meron kang atari, family computer or nes?

6. Alam mo ang silbi ng up, up, down, down, left, right, left, right,b, a, start?
tapos maglalaro ng super mario?
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7. May mga damit ka na U.S.E.D., Boy London, Cross Colors, Esprit, Blowing Bubbles at pag nakakakita ka ng Bench na damit eh naalala mo si Richard Gomez?

8. Addict ka sa rainbow brite, carebears, my little pony,thundercats, bioman, voltes v, mazinger z, daimos, he-man at marami pang cartoons na hindi pa translated sa tagalog?

9. Nanonood ka ng Shaider kasi nabobosohan mo si Annie at type na type mo ang puting panty nya?

10. Alam mo ibig sabihin ng time space warp at di mo makakalimutan ang
time space warp chant?
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11. Marunong ka mag wordstar at nakahawak ka na talaga ng 5.25 na floppy disk?

12. Kilala mo si manang bola at ang sitsiritsit girls?e si luning-ning at luging-ging?

13. Inaabangan mo lagi ang batibot at akala mo magkakatuluyan si kuya bodgie at ate sienna.

14. Alam mo lyrics ng "tinapang bangus" at "alagang-alaga namin si puti"?

15. Nung high school ka inaabangan mo lagi beverly hills 90210?

16. Gumagamit ka ng AQUANET para pataasin ang bangs mo?
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17. Meron kang blouse na may padding kung babae ka at
Meron kang sapatos na mighty kid kung lalake ka?

18. Nangongolekta ka ng paper stationaries at mahilig ka magpapirma sa slumbook mo para lang malaman mo kung sino ang crush ng type mo?

19. idol mo si McGyver at nanonood kang perfect strangers?

20. Eto malupet... six digits lang ba ang phone number nyo dati?

21.. Nakakatawag ka pa sa pay phone ng 3 bentesingko lang ang dala?

22. Cute pa si aiza seguerra sa eat bulaga at alam mo ang song na "eh kasi bata"?

23. at manood ng Eat Bulaga sa Channel 13 tapos nalipat sa 9 tapos sa 5 sumunod sa dos at ngayon nasa GMA 7 na..

24. O kaya naman manood ng 'sang linggo na po sila ng APO sa dos..

25. Inabutan mo ba na ang Magnolia Chocolait eh nasa glass bottle pa na ginagawang lalagyan ng tubig ng nanay mo sa ref?

26.. Meron kang pencil case na maraming compartments na pinagyayabang mo sa mga kaklase mo?

27. Noon mo pa hinahanap kung saan ang Goya Fun Factory?

28. Alam mo ang kantang "g lori a labandera".. lumusong sha sa tubig ang paa ay nabasa at ang "1, 2, 3, asawa ni marie"... hehehehehe?

29.Sosyal ka pag may play-doh ka at Lego... at nag-iipon ka ng G.I. Joe action figures at iba pa ang mukha ni barbie noon?
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30. Inabutan mo pa yung singkong korteng bulaklak at yung diyes na square?

31. lumaki kang bobo dahil ang akala mo nangangagat talaga ang alimango sa kantang tong-tong-tong. .. diba naninipit yun?

32. Alam mo yung kwento ng pari na binigyan ng pera yung batang umakyat ng puno para bumili ng panty... and syempre, alam mo rin ba kung ano binigay nya sa nanay nung umakyat ng puno?

33. Meron kang kabisadong kanta ni andrew e na alam mo hanggang ngayon.. aminin?

34. Laging lampin ang sinasapin sa likod mo pag pinapawisan ka?

35. Bumibili ka ng tarzan, texas at bazooka bubble gum... tira-tira, at yung kending bilog na sinawsaw sa asukal?

36. Nanonood ka ba ng Madeline, Art Jam, Silip, detek Kids, Pahina Kokey, Hiraya Manawari, Math Tinik, Epol Apple, B1 at B2 at Bayani bago pumasok sa School lalo na kung pang-hapon ka??

37. Takot ka dumating ang year 2000 dahil sabi nla magugunaw daw ang mundo at yun ang tatawaging Y2K at pag dating daw ng year 2000 mawawala lahat ng powers ng mga appliances sa bahay nyo at mabubuhay ang buong mundo ng walang ilaw sa gabi?

38. Maaga ka umuuwi pagkagaling sa school kase manunuod ka ng That's Entertainment or AngTV?

Kung alam mo lahat dito lagpas ka na ng 25 years old... kapag halos lahat alam mo, nasa 18-25 ka...

huwag ka magdeny.. tumawa ka na lang.. di ba 75 centavos pa lang pamasahe sa jeep noon at mas masarap ang mellow yellow kesa sa mountain dew at lift?

at higit sa lahat 4:30 na kase AngTV na or THATS ENTERTAINMENT kase inaabangan mo bagong dance steps ng UNIVERSAL MOTION DANCERS!

Wag kalimutan ang sayaw na TONY tony popony.. at boy band na MENUDO..

get to know yourself better( my personality test reuslt)

2009-08-16T17:38:00.000-07:00

tnx angel...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

good job christian!

2009-08-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

christian monera a good friend of mine(owwss!) owns a restaurant along in mcarthur hi-way near Fatima university.on sept. 5 is the re-launch of the restaurant and i hope ayna and i will be there to make a review on their food and also to see christian for the first time after 8 years.can't wait for that time.*winks*

stress

2009-08-15T18:22:00.000-07:00

Stress is an emotional and physical reaction to change. Everyone has stress. Stress can be positive and give you energy or it can be unhealthy and cause health problems. Stress for short periods may not affect you but stress over time can cause or make some illnesses worse, such as heart disease, stroke, high blood pressure, diabetes, irritable bowel syndrome, asthma or arthritis.

Causes of stress vary from person to person. Some common causes of stress can be a death of a family member, illness, taking care of your family, relationship changes, work, job change, moving and money. Even small things such as long waits or delays or traffic can cause stress.
Signs
Some common signs of unhealthy stress:
Feeling nervous, sad or angry
> Fast pounding heartbeat
> Hard time breathing
> Sweating
> Pain or tense muscles in the neck, shoulders, back, jaw or face
> Feeling tired or having trouble sleeping
> Constipation or diarrhea
> Upset stomach, lack of appetite or weight loss

Tips for Coping with Stress
Watch for signs of stress. When they occur, try to avoid the cause or change how you react. Other helpful tips:
• Do something that relaxes you such as: deep and slow breathing, stretching exercises, yoga, a massage, meditation, listening to music, reading, a hot bath or shower.
• Get a hobby or do something you enjoy.
• Learn to accept things that you cannot change.
• Think positive.
• Set limits. Learn to say no. Take one thing at a time.
• Get 8 hours of sleep each night.
• Eat a healthy diet that includes fruits, vegetables, protein and whole grains.
Limit caffeine and sugar. • Exercise regularly. Exercise will help relax tense muscles, improve your mood
and help you sleep better.
• Talk to your family and friends about your problems.
• Do not deal with stress in unhealthy ways such as eating too much, not eating
enough, using tobacco products, drinking alcohol or using drugs.
• Get help from a professional if you need it. A counselor can help you cope with stress and deal with problems. Your doctor may prescribe medicines to help with sad feelings, nervousness or trouble sleeping.
.Talk to your doctor or nurse if you have signs of stress.

food trip at sm manila with jhane

2009-08-15T18:16:00.000-07:00

gilligans trinoma(mauis's blowout bash)

2009-08-15T18:12:00.001-07:00

kat's bithday pics

2009-08-15T18:08:00.000-07:00

nobody(asap vs. sop)

2009-07-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

asap's it girls

vs.sop's beautiful girls

haist,i still prefer asap's version.

changes!

2009-07-13T18:46:00.000-07:00

Too busy, too rushed or simply too stressed to even think about how you could go about adding a positive spin to your life? Trust me, I know. It all takes so much time: read a book, make a list, talk to this person, etc. If you do have the time, do you have the energy and determination?

It's tough. Sometimes, too tough.

As I tried to clear my head during a walk recently, something occurred to me. Things often change due to short bursts of action that last 30 seconds or less. Think about it, think of how potent and life changing a mere thirty seconds could be.

Experience Your Life Differently
The more I thought about it, I began to really notice and feel how long thirty seconds was. Try it. Do nothing but focus only on your breath (nothing else) for a whole thirty seconds. You'll soon realize that thirty seconds is indeed a reasonable and worthy amount of time that can be used purposefully. Begin to explore all the things you can do with such a seemingly small moment of time. Wisely use it to make small contributions towards fueling new habits and stopping wasteful ones. Imagine, gradually, thirty seconds, by thirty seconds, you will be able to experience your life differently without really even trying.

Grow Your 30 Second Muscle
All, you need to do is hold your focus on a something positive for a whole thirty seconds (without getting distracted), and follow through with thirty seconds of positive action. Voila! In under a minute you've made a positive and valuable change to the flow of your life.

I'm sure you can find thirty seconds somewhere in your day, or better still, once every hour to make small, yet frequent positive changes to your life.

Here are some ideas.; take them or leave them. The point is that major change doesn't always have to take major effort or major amounts of time.

1. Start a 30 second savings habit
All it takes is 30 seconds to grab some cash and deposit a coin or note into your daily savings jar in the kitchen. I have a little pink pig which I feed happily each day in under 30 seconds.

2. Lose the frown
All it takes is less than 30 seconds to turn a frown into a smile. A smile literally relaxes hundreds of muscles and releases pockets of stress and tension held in your face. Feel your face now for any unnecessary squinting, frowning, or tight muscles.

3. Start a 30 second clutter clearing session
Walk to a cluttered draw/cupboard and spend a huge thirty seconds grabbing one thing that you no longer need and throw it out. No fuss and no stress. Allow thirty seconds each day to clear at least one thing from your chosen draw/cupboard. The beauty of 30 seconds is that you haven't got any time to have a discussion or argument with yourself. If in doubt, throw it out.
4. Take a chill pill
How often do you hold your breath and suck in the stress. Spend longer on your exhale to support your body in releasing built up stress and tension. Ten seconds on the inhale and twenty seconds on the exhale is a good formula for inviting space into your body and creating distance between you and your worries.

5. Get unstuck
Always keep a copy of your favorite inspirational book close by. Open randomly and read a few paragraphs to bring insight, to your current situation. I often pick up a book when my mind is going around in circles to regroup/refocus an unproductive mind.

6. Repeat a mantra
When confusion hits, step back, take a breather, and spend a valuable thirty seconds calming those erratic thoughts with a sanity saving mantra. My favorite "I trust" allows me to "let go" and relax into the situation.

7. The 30 second detox
Did you know that 70% of waste is eliminated via your lungs? Improve the efficiency of your lungs by breathing deeply into your lower abdomen. Place your hands on your belly and feel it rise and fall with each breath cycle. A thirty second detox every hour will do wonders for your health.

8. Stay hydrated
Your brain needs water to think clearly. It's the first place in the body to lose water. Get into the habit of sipping on water for thirty seconds every hour.

9. Do nothing for 30 seconds
Put some space between you and your hectic schedule. Treat yourself to regular 30 second breaks and give your body an opportunity to re-balance itself. Close your eyes, cup the palm of your hands over your ears and listen to the blissful sounds of the ocean playing inside your head.

10. Cancel a complaining thought
Each time you catch yourself complaining, spend thirty seconds focusing on the opposite and increase your ratio between helpful and unhelpful thoughts.

11. Take a 30 second exercise break
Stand up, roll your shoulders, stretch or try some wall push ups. Better still keep two cans of food beside your computer. When reading an article, grab a can in each hand and lift up to your shoulders and back down again, repeat as if lifting weights.

12. Adjust the speed of your day
Take some time out and notice if your mind is racing, your breathing shallow or your body feels rushed and uptight. Simply by taking thirty seconds to observe your body, you can slow down your thoughts, your breath and the speed of your day.You might even realize that your body is hungry, thirsty or simply needs some fresh air.

13. Turn off the TV
Value your time. All it takes is 30 seconds to get up off your seat and turn the TV off. Do something meaningful like talk to your family or connect to nature by talking a walk.

14. Eat mindfully
Take thirty seconds before you eat your meal to make sure you are settled, present and ready to smell, taste, eat and enjoy your food consciously. Breathe in "I am calm" Breathe out "I smile" Repeat five times.

What do you think? Can small decisions make major changes?

lady gaga

2009-07-13T18:42:00.000-07:00

Just Dance, Poker Face, Paparazzi, LoveGame, Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say), The Fame, etc. Surely, you are all familiar with this. We’ve been hearing these songs left and right from all the radio stations, or even as ringtones by a lot and this is only a sign that no one can stop Lady Gaga from becoming hotter and more popular here.

Weeks ago, there were rumors that Lady Gaga is coming to Manila. Though it was a rumor then, it turned out to be like an answered prayer– it turned out into a reality. Lady Gaga is coming to Manila this August. Her upcoming concert is set at the Araneta Coliseum on August 11, 8PM.

Lady Gaga officially went on tour last March 12, 2009 with “The Fame Ball Tour” taking place throughout the US.

Go gaga with Lady Gaga Live in Manila. Start memorising those lines and dance steps and groove into Lady Gaga’s music. For the mean time, you can enjoy her latest album The Fame out now in your favorite record bars, exclusively brought to us by MCA Music.

boyz 2 men live in manila

2009-07-13T18:36:00.000-07:00

Boyz II Men Live in Manila on July 21, 2009, 8PM at the Araneta Coliseum. The African-American Boy Band will serenade their fans with their most successful R&B songs.

Boyz II Men is a Grammy Award-winning African-American Rhythm&Blues/soul singing group from Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. Initiated during 1988 as a quintet which originally included Marc Nelson, Boyz II Men found fame as a quartet, with members Nathan Morris, Michael McCary, Shawn Stockman, and Wanya Morris, on Motown Records during the early 1990s. Nelson left the group before their first recording to pursue a solo career.

Based on sales, Boyz II Men is the most successful R&B male vocal group of all time. They recorded five #1 R&B successes between 1992 and 1997 and have sold more than 60 million albums.Three of its #1 hits, “End of the Road”, “I’ll Make Love to You”, and “One Sweet Day” (with Mariah Carey), set and exceeded records for the longest period of time a single remained scored at #1 on the Billboard Hot 100; “One Sweet Day” still holds the record. Although “On Bended Knee” did not exceed any records, it was still a very popular song that reached #1 and made Boyz II Men the second artist (behind The Beatles) to replace themselves at the number one rating of the Billboard Hot 100.

Catch Boyz II Men Live in Manila at the Araneta Coliseum with Seat Locations and Price :

VIP (1st 10 rows of 101& 103) (Reserved Seating)
4725
Patron (Reserved Seating)
4410
Lower Box (Reserved Seating)
3675
Upper Box A (Reserved Seating)
2625
Upper Box B 1050

elite campaign

2009-07-12T18:00:00.000-07:00

it's been almost a month since i wrote something here on my blog.i was so busy and at the same time pressured at my work.after my evolution days,we were distributed to our respective team.at shift clymene,there are 5 teams,2 are for the b2b (business to business)campaiign and 3 are for the consumers or basegrowth campaign.in the basegrowth campaign there are the team alvis(top team in the shift),team orkus and vesta.
i was so shocked when they announced that i will be part of team alvis,all of them are high-flyers(although 3 of the members were my batch mates in shaw)still i don't really feel that i deserved to be part of the team bec.I'm not a hard seller.i still keep wondering why i have to be in team alvis when there is rome and jho who were performing better than me.
1 week in the team i was struggling.i was so shy,i even isolated myself to the team.jeff was so nice to share to me all his best practices,there were times that he was so annoyed bec. i keep on going back to what i used to do but he made me realized that the evolution days were over and now is the time for me to shine.
after a couple of days of teaching me,jeff disappeared(OTP) now I'm going to continue what he was taught me,just the best practices not the bad one.*winks*
after a few weeks in team alvis,they had to transfer some agents to the elite campaign or what they called the rev gen campaign.i was one of the those people who was chosen to be the a pioneer team of the account.i cried to my shift mgr. shell and told her that i don't want to leave shift clymene.she made me realized that it's time to grow and they are transferring me to the elite campaign because of my stats and they need performing agents to the campaign.
until now,it's very difficult to understand why i have to be in the rev gen campaign and aside from that i belonged again to the top team which is the team fates.
i kept on thinking why they keep on putting me on the top team?
let's wait and see what will happen next to this rev gen campaign...

paricce 4th birthday

2009-06-22T05:32:00.000-07:00

team clymene

2009-06-15T20:49:00.000-07:00

distribution of wave 156 team to team clymene

team alvis

khely

team orkus

rome
gilbert
julius

team vesta

katch
jane
rode
jho
mariel
marlon
maui

this weeks wave 156 performance:

rome-6
jho-4
rode-4
julius-4
gilbert-4
khely-3
katch-2
jhane-2
maui-2
marlon-2
mariel-1

goodluck to all of us guys!

all is new

2009-06-15T20:43:00.000-07:00

sariling gastos,walang gastos daddy nya jan!even when paricce was sick he didn't even bother to asked how's paricce.well at least paricce is now ok and i don't think that she needs him right now.

pics when paricce was sick

2009-06-15T20:41:00.000-07:00

repost from my facebook account...

thank you god for the miracles

2009-06-15T20:18:00.000-07:00

the best miracle that ever happened to me was when paricce came into my life.
i am very thankful for my everyday miracle because she is still with me.
every time paricce got sick it was a battle that i have to fought but my fate never change for i knew that he will take good care of paricce and i knew that he has a better plan for the two of us.and when this things happened i realized that i became a stronger person and more loving and caring mom.
thank you not only for the miracle that you gave but also for the infinite joy that you brought to my life.

another miracle also happened to Patrick,Pam's brother.
thank you god for the everyday miracles.

flu?

2009-06-08T03:38:00.000-07:00

paricce was admitted in the hospital and still under observation.
get well soon baby!!!
be strong mommy will always be here for you i love you very much!

team arete

2009-06-07T04:08:00.000-07:00

congratulations to wave 156!
make team clymene proud of us and we should not disappoint them.

for this week:

rome-4
gilbert-4
marlon-3
julius-3
khely-3
jho-3
jhane-2
maui-2
mariel-2
rode-1
katch-0( just spent 2 days on the floor)

keep it up guys!!!

thank's to coach jimmy and ging for the never ending patient*winks* and for guiding us...

love this dog

2009-06-05T03:39:00.000-07:00

back to school

2009-06-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

the duck and the devil

2009-05-30T17:54:00.000-07:00

There was a little boy visiting his grandparents on their farm. He was given a slingshot to play with out in the woods. He practiced in the woods; but he could never hit the target. Getting a little discouraged, he headed back for dinner.
As he was walking back he saw Grandma's pet duck. Just out of impulse, he let the slingshot fly, hit the duck square in the head and killed it. He was shocked and grieved! In a panic, he hid the dead duck in the wood pile; only to see his sister watching! Sally had seen it all, but she said nothing. After lunch the next day Grandma said, "Sally, let's wash the dishes" But
Sally said, "Grandma, Johnny told me he wanted to help in the kitchen." Then she whispered to him, "Remember the duck?" So Johnny did the dishes. Later that day, Grandpa asked if the children wanted to go fishing and
Grandma said, "I'm sorry but I need Sally to help make supper."
Sally just smiled and said, "Well that's all right because Johnny told me he wanted to help" She whispered again, "Remember the duck?" So Sally went fishing and Johnny stayed to help.
After several days of Johnny doing both his chores and Sally's; he finally couldn't stand it any longer.
He came to Grandma and confessed that he had killed the duck. Grandma knelt down, gave him a hug and said,
"Sweetheart, I know. You see, I was standing at the window and I saw the whole thing, but because I love
you, I forgave you. I was just wondering how long you would let Sally make a slave of you."
Thought for the day and every day thereafter?
Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt, fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)...whatever it is...You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing. He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven.
He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you.
The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness; He not only forgives you, but He forgets. It is by God's grace and mercy that we are saved.

conversation with paricce

2009-05-30T17:23:00.000-07:00

our conversation last night before we go to sleep.
it hurts that paricce thinks this way.
she thinks fast and all i can do is to explain everything to her.

khelle: happy ka ba?
paricce: no
khelle: why?
paricce: kasi no ako daddy
khelle: love nman kita e.saka pasok ka na sa school happy ka na di ba?
paricce: mommy nung small ako dito si daddy ngayun big na ko iwan nya na ko di ba?
khelle: kasi c mommy saka si daddy no na nila love yung isat-isa,pero love ka nman ni daddy e.miss ka na nga daw nya e.
paricce: why sya may love na ibang girl?
khelle: kasi nga no nya na love c mommy
paricce: mommy nung small ako love nyo kau ngayun big na ko no na?
khelle: oo nga,kasi nga no na namin love isat-isa.
paricce: nung small ako no love na ibang girl si daddy
khelle: opo
paricce: no na ko magiging big,para si daddy love ako
khelle: love ka ni daddy
paricce: why nya di na ko take care
khelle: work si daddy e.
paricce: pag big na ko mamad ako sa girl saka kay daddy kasi no nya ko take care
khelle: you like ba kay daddy?kol ko sya para kasama mo sya
paricce:i don't like
khelle: sabi mo love mo si daddy?
paricce: may love cia ibang girl e
khelle; love ka nga ni daddy,nagkol nga sya sa kin ask nya muzta na baby nya e
paricce: anu sabi mo?
khelle: sabi ko get ka nya
paricce: don't like andun yung girl,don't like ibang mommy
khelle: ako lang mommy mo,love ka ni daddy
paricce: mommy pag birthday ko gigive ako ng gift ni daddy?
khelle:opo
paricce: mommy,pag plenty ako medal big na ko magiging doctor ako
khelle: what do you like ba talaga?
paricce: mommy dun na lang pala ako sa work mo para kasama kita
khelle: anu ba work ko?
paricce: telephone lang
khelle: anu gawa ko?
paricce; talk ka lang sa fone
khelle: sleep ka na,pray ka ha.

missing someone...

2009-05-30T17:11:00.001-07:00

Maybe he's doing the same thing as me... maybe he wants so bad to call me, but just won't because I haven't called him... then again, maybe I shouldn't fill myself with false hope that he might just be missing me like I'm missing him.